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Saturday, 16 April 2016

Suicide Extra Quotes

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A man went into a library and asked for a book on how to commit suicide.
The librarian said: "Fuck off, you won't bring it back."


"If I had no sense of humor, I would long ago have committed suicide." - Mahatma Gandhi.


"Should I kill myself, or have a cup of coffee?" – Albert Camus.

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Monty Python's Flying Circus, SE01 EP11 1969

“… and later lo and behold it turned out to be Goethe who wrote a book about how foolish it was to be born and scores of German youths committed suicide after reading it and when I tried to read it to see whether I would feel like committing suicide I couldn’t get interested so here I am alive and in circulation.” – Carl Sandburg to Thomas Hornsby Ferril, 22 May 1951.

Goodbye Cruel World

"The destructive character lives from the feeling, not that life is worth living, but that suicide is not worth the trouble." - Walter Benjami.

 
 "Things just went wrong too many times." - English Comedian Tony Hancock, suicide note.


“The thought of suicide is a great consolation: by means of it one gets through many a dark night.” - Friedrich Nietzsche.


“Sometimes even to live is an act of courage.” - Seneca.


“There comes a time when you look into the mirror and you realize that what you see is all that you will ever be. And then you accept it. Or you kill yourself. Or you stop looking in mirrors.” - Tennessee Williams.
 

“Killing oneself is, anyway, a misnomer. We don't kill ourselves. We are simply defeated by the long, hard struggle to stay alive. When somebody dies after a long illness, people are apt to say, with a note of approval, 'He fought so hard.' And they are inclined to think, about a suicide, that no fight was involved, that somebody simply gave up. This is quite wrong.” - Sally Brampton, Shoot the Damn Dog: A Memoir of Depression.


“People pontificate, 'Suicide is selfishness.' Career churchmen like Pater go a step further and call in a cowardly assault on the living. Oafs argue this specious line for varying reason: to evade fingers of blame, to impress one's audience with one's mental fibre, to vent anger, or just because one lacks the necessary suffering to sympathise. Cowardice is nothing to do with it - suicide takes considerable courage. Japanese have the right idea. No, what's selfish is to demand another to endure an intolerable existence, just to spare families, friends, and enemies a bit of soul-searching.” - David Mitchell, Cloud Atlas.


“Suicide is a form of murder - premeditated murder. It isn't something you do the first time you think of doing it. It takes getting used to. And you need the means, the opportunity, the motive. A successful suicide demands good organisation and a cool head, both of which are usually incompatible with the suicidal state of mind.” - Susanna Kaysen, Girl, Interrupted.

 

“It is not worth the bother of killing yourself, since you always kill yourself too late.” - Emil Cioran, The Trouble With Being Born.

Suicide vacation

“But in the end one needs more courage to live than to kill himself.” - Albert Camus.

My reason for suicide

I myself spent nine years in an insane asylum and I never had the obsession of suicide, but I know that each conversation with a psychiatrist, every morning at the time of his visit, made me want to hang myself, realizing that I would not be able to cut his throat. Antonin Artaud
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"I myself spent nine years in an insane asylum and I never had the obsession of suicide, but I know that each conversation with a psychiatrist, every morning at the time of his visit, made me want to hang myself, realising that I would not be able to cut his throat." - Antonin Artaud.


"No one ever lacks a good reason for suicide." - Cesare Pavese.


"There is but one truly serious philosophical problem and that is suicide." - Albert Camus.

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Friday, 8 April 2016

If I Can Dream


Elvis Presley made this song famous in 1968. According to Wikipedia, it is "notable for its direct quotations of Martin Luther King, Jr." And, "Although the song is not technically gospel music, Presley performed the song with the intensity and intonations of southern gospel."


There must be lights burning brighter somewhere
Got to be birds flying higher in a sky more blue
If I can dream of a better land
Where all my brothers walk hand in hand
Tell me why, oh why, oh why can't my dream come true
oh why
There must be peace and understanding sometime
Strong winds of promise that will blow away the doubt and fear
If I can dream of a warmer sun
Where hope keeps shining on everyone
Tell me why, oh why, oh why won't that sun appear

We're lost in a cloud
With too much rain
We're trapped in a world
That's troubled with pain
But as long as a man
Has the strength to dream
He can redeem his soul and fly
Deep in my heart there's a trembling question
Still I am sure that the answer gonna come somehow
Out there in the dark, there's a beckoning candle

And while I can think, while I can talk
While I can stand, while I can walk
While I can dream, please let my dream
Come true, right now
Let it come true right now
Oh yeah

Songwriter: Earl Walter Brown

Lyrics © Warner/Chappell Music, Inc., Peermusic Publishing, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
 

Saturday, 2 April 2016

Divine Inner Consciousness

By Celestial White Beings and the Pleiades

Channeled through Natalie Glasson, 24 March 2016

It is with love we step forth to greet you; we are the energy and consciousness of the Celestial White Beings and the Pleiades. We merge our energy in beautiful synthesis creating a wondrous ensemble of light which we shower over and through your being. Colours of white, blue and green like jewels of light cascade distributing our combined energy, consciousness and frequency to support the presence of the Creator’s light within all. Our light has a greater purpose which is to shed illusions connected to the concept of truth and the perspective of spiritual or Creator truth in order to encourage many to engage with their Divine Inner Consciousness.

Even people moving in spiritual circles can hold onto concepts and ideas of spiritual or Creator truth. However, when the knowledge is held within the mind it is only a product of learning rather than experiencing or embodiment. The mind cannot fully understand the pure consciousness of the Creator through learning or lack of experience. However, it can often be learning which opens the mind. The mind can engage with the pure consciousness of the Creator; often when the mind receives an idea, it can wish to hold onto the idea neglecting the acceptance of other insights. When the mind and the pure love of the Creator work as one then the mind is able to adopt the flowing free nature of the soul and Creator being constantly divinely inspired.

Your Divine Inner Consciousness is an active light within your being which vibrates at the same frequency as the Creator and, therefore, holds the true and pure consciousness of the Creator. Your Divine Inner Consciousness simply exists within you, when you engage with it the results are states of love, peace, harmony, knowingness, unity and acceptance. These sensations or states of consciousness abundantly fill every cell of your being, every chakra, every aspect of your auric field as well as your thoughts and feelings. The sensations can be likened to fireworks of luminous light and inspiration moving as current throughout your entire being.

Your Divine Inner Consciousness, which emanates the purest truth frequency of the Creator could also be labelled your soul’s wisdom, your spirit or even your higher self. However, we are speaking of states of high vibrational pure consciousness born from your connection with the Creator. These states of consciousness move beyond your thoughts, feelings, perspectives and opinions, causing all of their previous programming to fall away. This Divine Inner Consciousness is free from judgment, fear or illusion; it is a consciousness of love which when connected with creates a new state of consciousness within your being. This consciousness of love has the power to gradually, if continued to be connected with, erase all previous thought patterns of negativity, fear or illusion. So powerful is your Divine Inner Consciousness or Pure Consciousness State of Love, that it is immensely hea ling for your body, being and reality. All that is required is your willingness to access your Divine Inner Consciousness, allowing it to intensify and move throughout your being as you accept, observe and experience.

There are aspects of your current state of being and consciousness which hinder or block you from accessing and experiencing your Divine Inner Consciousness. Such behaviours as judging yourself or others, being inflexible in observing the opinions of other, doubting yourself or others, lack of trust or faith in self, others and the Creator, fear in change or fear in nurturing experiences, lack of self-love or lack of love for others, ingratitude, stubbornness, trying to control self, others, situations or the Creator. We could continue with our explanation, however, we know you have grasped our meaning. Any process that encourages you to believe in separation leads you away from your Divine Inner Consciousness. Many upon the Earth hold spiritual knowledge maybe they believe in spiritual or healing techniques, philosophy, religion or way of life or thinking. If the individual is only open to their spiritual knowledge and is unable to view, understand, accept or even simply allow free from judgment, then this can be a block to accessing their Divine Inner Consciousness. Judgment, the creation of fear or intolerance even within spiritual concepts, ideas or experiences cause a diversion of the mind to separation rather than union. When there is a belief in union then the Divine Inner Consciousness can easily be accessed. Belief in union can manifest through your compassion for self and others, love for self and other, acceptance of self and other, broadmindedness towards self and others. In truth, a loving open-mindedness gifted to self and all will create peace within your being which will usher you forth to connect with, observe and experience your Divine Inner Consciousness.
Every time you create a thought, feeling or action born from and focused upon unity then you allow yourself to accept your Divine Inner Consciousness.

We can recognise that behaviours such as judgment, (which we feel is the most harmful) cause a block in connecting with your Divine Inner Consciousness. However, we recognise that judgment is a part of a person’s journey towards spiritual awakening. Judgment comes from the belief of separation within an individual; separation is a feeling and experience of pain. An individual engaging in judgment has yet to fully accept themselves as a being of love as well as not realising or being able to view the beauty of the Creator in all; this includes the expressions all create.

Any judgment is born from pain of separation within your being especially when you are attached to the judgment you are making about yourself or another. Being attached to a judgment is enjoying sharing the judgment, feeling that the judgment proves your importance or knowledge as well as feeling that the judgment must be delivered. It can be challenging to dissolve the mind’s pattern of judging self or other, even judging whether certain situations are good or bad however judgment can be dissolved when you let go of your attachment to judgment. When a judgment arises within, first you can acknowledge it then let it go by breathing it away. Continue this if needs be until your attachment to the judgment has dissolved. Then contemplate, does the judgment hold truth within it and does it serve you, others or the situation? If the judgment is of service you will be able to deliver it from love and compassion, it will actually transform from a judgment into an observation. If the judgment does not serve you, it will be easier to discard it with love. Judgment comes from a need to feel important within when you love yourself unconditionally the need to feel important dissolves because you are fully nurtured. This changes your perspective of yourself and others while allowing you to engage with your Divine Inner Consciousness.

Please recognise that we are not judging you by bringing this to your attention, we simply wish to aid your recognition of that which blocks you from accepting and engaging with your Divine Inner Consciousness. We also wish for you to realise that judgments will arise, and there is no need for you to judge your judgments with further harmful and critical thoughts. Loving yourself while recognising the judgments you create will allow you to detach from the patterns of judgment within your being. It also doesn’t mean that you cannot express yourself in the way you wish to, to support yourself and others. However, it is to encourage all expressions to flow from a space of pure consciousness within you.

To engage with your Divine Inner Consciousness:

  • Encourage yourself to enter into states of peace and relaxation through deep breathing, meditation and focus upon loving self. 
  • Recognise that your Divine Inner Consciousness is a consciousness of pure love from the Creator, when you engage with this part of your being you are communicating and expressing the Creator.
  • Affirm, ‘I engage with and embody my Divine Inner Consciousness.’ 
  • Call upon our combined energy and light of the Celestial White Beings and the Pleiades, feel our white, blue and green light surrounding you as you breathe it into your being. We are magnifying your sensitivity to your Divine Inner Consciousness. 
  • Imagine, sense or acknowledge a source of pure consciousness within your being. Discover where this source of pure consciousness is and what it feels like. Imagine that you sink into the pure consciousness and it fills your entire being, illuminating you and moving you into a new state of consciousness. 

The more you experience and practice this the more you will recognise the strength and power of your pure consciousness, feeling it penetrating your being. It will offer to you states of peace, fulfilment, renewal and healing. Through your repetition and acknowledgement, you will discover the abundance of your Divine Inner Consciousness flowing freely throughout your being and the knowingness it promotes within your being, mind and feelings.

We are in Divine Love with you,

The Celestial White Beings and the Pleiades




I'm So Afraid

By Fleetwood Mac



 
I been alone
All the years
So many ways to count the tears
I never change
I never will
I'm so afraid the way I feel

Days when the rain and the sun are gone
Black as night
Agony's torn at my heart too long
So afraid
Slip and I fall and I die

I been alone
Always down
No one cared to stay around
I never change
I never will
I'm so afraid the way I feel

Days when the rain and the sun are gone
Black as night
Agony's torn at my heart too long
So afraid
Slip and I fall and I die 
 
Written by Lindsey Buckingham
Track 11 from the album, Fleetwood Mac (1975)