Disintegration

The Cure (1989)

Try these sit-ups with head-twists ladies. You'll never look back!

Oh, I miss the kiss of treachery

The shameless kiss of vanity

The soft and the black and the velvety

Up tight against the side of me

And mouth and eyes and heart all bleed

And run in thickening streams of greed

As bit by bit, it starts the need

To just let go, my party piece

Oh, I miss the kiss of treachery

The aching kiss before I feed

The stench of a love for younger meat

And the sound it makes when it cuts in deep

The holding up on bended knees

The addiction of duplicities

As bit by bit, it starts the need

To just let go, my party piece

I never said I would stay to the end

So I leave you with babies and hoping for frequency

Screaming like this in the hope of the secrecy

Screaming me over and over and over

I leave you with photographs, pictures of trickery

Stains on the carpet and stains on the scenery

Songs about happiness, murmured in dreams

And we both of us knew how the ending would be

So it's all come back round to breaking apart again

Breaking apart like I'm made up of glass again

Making it up behind my back again

Holding my breath for the fear of sleep again

Holding it up behind my head again

Cut in deep, to the heart of bone again

Round and round and round

It's coming apart again

Over and over and over

Now that I know that I'm breaking to pieces

I'll pull out my heart and I'll feed it to anyone

Crying for sympathy

Crocodiles cry

For the love of the crowd and three cheers from everyone

Dropping through sky

Through the glass of the roof

Through the roof of your mouth

Through the mouth of your eye

Through the eye of the needle

It's easier for me

To get closer to Heaven than ever feel whole again

I never said I would stay to the end

I knew I would leave you with babies and everything

Screaming like this in the hole of sincerity

Screaming me over and over and over

I leave you with photographs, pictures of trickery

And stains on the carpet and stains on the memory

Songs about happiness, murmured in dreams

And we both of us knew how the end always is

How the end always is

How the end always is

How the end always is

How the end always is

How the end always is

Always

Always

The Magus

The Magus British mystery drama directed by Guy Green in 1968. The screenplay was written by John Fowles, based on his acclaimed novel of the same name, published in 1965.

A teacher (Michael Caine) on a Greek island quickly becomes involved in bizarre mind games with the island's magician (Anthony Quinn) and a beautiful young woman (Candice Bergen).

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[Nicholas hands a book to Conchis]

Nicholas Urfe: I came to return this.

Maurice Conchis: You came here to meet me. Please, life is short. My name is Conchis.

Nicholas Urfe: My name is Urfe. From the school. I find life long.

"An English teacher arrives on a sleepy Greek island to take up a vacant teaching post. The last man to hold the post committed suicide under mysterious circumstances. Slowly but surely, he is drawn into a bizarre game engineered by a reclusive local magician. The deeper into the game he is drawn, the more he senses danger... yet cannot seem to untangle himself from the fascinating and compelling influence that the game is having on his mind." (Film Affinity).

Note: People who don't like this film are idiots! Such as film critics. What went wrong in film is that the real creativity and consciousness dried up! I find it interesting that this film came out a year after Patrick McGoohan's Prisoner series ran on television.

Blue Skies Bring Tears

Smashing Pumpkins

Unleash the Armageddon

So all the children go to heaven

I sit by quiet still with their pictures on my eyes

You'll draw the guns you're given

Write down the words as written

And never disturb the presence of resurrection crutch

And it's about time

It's about drawing near

Blue skies bring tears

Blue skies bring tears

Descend the darkened stairways

Make hate with plastic playmates

And fire out remaining traces of your self esteem

Mainline the deepest secrets

Lick clean the dirty fingers

I am a stranger to you as you are to yourself

And it's about time

It's about fear

Blue skies bring tears

Don't you want me

As I awake the city sigh

We'll watch the seasons die

Blue skies bring tears

Take me inside your body

Cover me with your soul

To the darkest recess

Is where I wish to go

You are the sweetest flower

That I have ever devoured

I ask for nothing given

For nothing in return

Blue skies bring tears

Written by William Patrick Corgan (hi mummy!)

Bonus

The Crying Tree of Mercury

Outcast

Written by James Dormer and directed by Nick Powell, 2014

A mysterious warrior teams up with the daughter and son of a deposed Chinese Emperor to defeat their cruel brother, who seeks their deaths.

When the heir of the Imperial throne becomes the target of an assassination by his despised older brother, the young prince must flee the kingdom and seek protection. His only hope for survival is a reluctant war-weary crusader named Jacob, who must overcome his own personal demons and rally the assistance of a mythical outlaw known as The White Ghost. Together they must fight side by side in an epic battle to return the prince to his rightful place on the throne. (IMDb)

We're All Better Off Dead

Nocturnal Depression, 2010

Teskatlipoka Photo by Kamila on Behance

Incubus_III_by_xnphotography

I Can't Escape Myself

The Sound, 1980

Isabella Lecrox

The Other Side

The Eternal Fall