Fuck You #2

 

 House of 1000 Corpses written and directed by Rob Zombie, 2003

Fred: Wow,,, informative!  

During these cathartic experiences remind yourselves frequently that you are each a perfect divine child of God

By Saul

Channelled through John Smallman, 14 August 2016

Reality is your divine destiny because there is nothing else.   What you experience as humans alive on Earth is very convincing but, nevertheless, is quite unreal.   Much of your pain and suffering is because separation from Source is not what you desire, it is out of alignment with your true nature which is always in Relationship with God and Self in perfect harmony, intertwined, integrated, and at One.  To be disconnected, were it possible, which it is not, would be to cease to exist, and that thought is terrifying!

Consequently you are always seeking connection and integration with what cannot be joined, namely, form. You can get close, but you cannot join because form by its very nature is divisive.  What you most desperately desire is unavailable in form, but you continue to seek it there because there seems to be no other option, since you chose to experience separation as realistically as possible by constructing an illusion in which You immersed Yourself and in which your knowledge of Reality was almost completely lost and forgotten.

Reality cannot be truly forgotten because It is all that exists.  It is a little like the air you breathe, you are largely unaware of it because your autonomic nervous system breathes for you, and you only notice the air when it is missing – for instance if you hold your breath – or is toxic and unbreathable.  Without it you die.  Without Reality you would cease to exist.  However, you do have a faint but insistent sense that you are missing something important, what you do not know, and so you either distract yourselves with activities to avoid looking at the issue or you spend time pondering what it might be, in fact what the meaning of life might be, if indeed it has one.  And of course the “something important” that you seek is Reality, which remains hidden from you, by your own choice.

Now the awareness of that “something important,” that sense that something important has been forgotten is demanding the attention of every one presently incarnate on Earth because the moment of your awakening is rapidly approaching, and all the personal issues that have been buried or denied need to be addressed and released.  These issues, and everyone has some, are always issues concerning unfairness, abuse, mistreatment, betrayal, conflict, and your judgment of them.  They are experiences that have hurt you and that you have refused or been unable to address and release because they were so painful.  They remain embedded, seemingly out of sight out of mind, but you use enormous quantities of energy keeping them repressed.

As they surface into your conscious awareness you again feel the intense pain that they caused when you originally experienced them, and your emotional reactive response is to hurriedly rebury them.  But burying them gives them energy-draining power over you.  You need to allow them to arise and be recognized without engaging with them, i.e. see them and acknowledge them, but instead of judging them, offer them compassion, acceptance, and forgiveness, then give them permission to dissolve.  That is the release that needs to occur, bringing you peace as the emotional loads that you have been carrying for so long just fall away, and Love fills your hearts.
 
As you well know, Love is your nature, so by blocking It or refusing to accept It you make yourselves ill, psychologically and or physically.  Illness indicates that deep seated and painful personal issues are being repressed and denied instead of addressed and released.  Psychotherapy can be very helpful if you can locate a competent and compassionate therapist.  However, your guides, angels, and loved ones in the spiritual realms are all constantly available to flood you with Love if you will just call on them, and then relax into your quiet inner space which Love has never left.

 

The stuff that is coming up for so many of you is to enable healing to occur, so it is important to just allow it to arise and flow through you like passing weather.  Some of you are so shocked and disoriented when stuff like this arises that you wonder if you are going insane because you have done such a good job of repressing it, and had no idea it was dwelling within you.  Refusing to acknowledge it causes it to stagnate and ferment which can lead to a violent eruption with painful psychological and physical manifestations.

It can be helpful to really take time out, even a week or two, when stuff that you were unaware that you were harboring starts to arise, so that you can spend time alone and uninterrupted to let it all flow, because you may find yourselves sobbing your hearts out and even screaming in rage.  To let your feelings and emotions flow as powerfully as that is probably not something you would wish to do if you were not alone.

Allowing this stuff out, allowing your feelings and emotions to flow unimpeded as you just observe them without engagement or judgment is part of the healing process that dissolves the blocks and resistances within you that have been hiding Love from you.  It is always there awaiting your acceptance of It.  It is who you are and It loves you unconditionally.  Unconditional Love is unacceptable to many because they feel unworthy, ashamed, not good enough.  But when you allow the release of all those pent up emotions and feelings all those invalid self-judgments will be released as well.

If you are carrying a large load of emotional baggage you may not be able to release it all in one go.  You may think it has all been released because it was such a mind blowing experience, and because you feel freer than you have ever felt before.  So if more stuff arises later just deal with it in the same manner and enjoy the further sense of freedom that follows.

During these cathartic experiences remind yourselves frequently that you are each a perfect divine child of God, infinitely and eternally loved by your heavenly Father, and that nothing that you have ever done, thought, or said can in any way change your relationship with Him.  He is Love, and so are you, all else is illusion.

With so very much love, Saul.

www.johnsmallman.wordpress.com/2016/08/14/during-these-cathartic-experiences-remind-yourselves-frequently-that-you-are-each-a-perfect-divine-child-of-god

Fucked

Black Marble - 'Cruel Summer' (from the album A Different Arrangement, 2012)

Cry

Siouxie and the Banshees

1991

Cry for the bird with broken wing

Cry for the world that will not spin

Cry for the loss of innocence

Cry for a love, turned loveless

Sometimes I think of you, when I'm alone

Oh no Cry...

Nothing will ever be the same

All is ruined and put to shame

Tears and stars are one and the same

When I look up through my focused lens

But sometimes I think of you, when I'm alone

Oh no Cry... tears and stars confide, collide then die

Deep inside tears run dry, but I cry and cry.

Tiger skins and elephant tusks

In guilted mountains seep disgust

I look at you and I want to speak

For once in a while be a man and weep

'Cos all the dolphins and whales have gone

All good tidings and hopes have blown

All our nightmares are flying home

And it's too late to do anything but...

Cry...

Tears and stars collide, confide then die

Deep inside tears run dry, but I cry and cry

Cry...

Who Cares Right Now

The Virgin Tongues, 2009

Recorded in Reykjavik, Iceland in May 2009 by Henrik Bjornsson of Singapore Sling

Take your eyes off of me

 or I’ll get myself in trouble, oh yeah

Ain’t that hard to see

 even if you’re seeing double

She’s been gone a long time

 well I hope she’s feeling better, oh yeah

She’s the one I left behind

 don’t want to forget her

Take your eyes off of me

 when I keep myself in trouble, oh yeah

Ain’t that hard to see

 even if you’re seeing double

She’s been gone a long time

 well I hope she’s feeling better, oh yeah

She’s the one I left behind

 don’t want to forget her, no i don't

Tears fill up my eyes

 cause you’re not here by my side, oh yeah

Can’t fix your love with a rose

 or a bottle of red wine

Take your eyes off of me

 cause you keep myself in trouble, oh yeah

Ain’t that hard to see

 even if you’re seeing double

She’s been gone a long time

 well I hope she’s feeling better

She’s the one I left behind

 don’t want to forget her, no i don't

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Forgive and love yourselves as your heavenly Father does

By Saul

Channelled through John Smallman, 10 August 2016

There is no one on Earth now who is not feeling the energy shifts that are leading up to humanity’s awakening.  As many have told you, your awakening is inevitable, and even those remaining unaware of their true nature, as spiritual beings having a temporary human experience, are aware that enormous change is in the air.  It is impossible not to feel the power of the Tsunami of Love as It sweeps back and forth across the planet empowering the changes that are essential aspects of your awakening process, even if it is not clear to many what it is that they are feeling.

And of course it also shows up all across the world in conflicts that seem insoluble, endless, and utterly insane.  Conflict is insane, and most of humanity now understands that, although they are also unable to see any way to resolve the outstanding issues that are causing conflict all over the globe, without resorting to conflict.  It seems to be a Catch 22 Situation!

Only, of course, it is not, it’s just that people refuse to engage with Love because they are afraid that they will then be betrayed or cheated.  But those of you who have truly engaged with Love know that it works.  And you are spreading the truth of that most effectively and successfully, because, by intending to live lovingly in every moment, you are adding intense power to the individual energy fields that you express through your human form, and no-one with whom you interact, in even the most gentle or seemingly insignificant fashion, is able to remain unaffected by the Love that you are expressing moment to moment.

We in the spiritual realms – your loving guides, mentors, guardian angels, and family members who have discarded their temporary physical forms – are with you in every moment supporting you as you cope with the daily stresses with which human interactions present you.  Please, call on us for assistance whenever you feel overwhelmed.  We are available 24/7 awaiting your call.  We cannot assist you unless you ask us for help, but we are watching over you lovingly in every moment – utterly without judgment – longing for you to call on us.  Truly we mean it, call on us any time, we are always ready, willing, and able to assist you.  Remember, time is illusory, so there is no right or wrong time to call on us, there is only this now moment when you feel the need, so Call!

Our task is to assist you to awaken, just as your task is to assist humanity to awaken.  There is nothing of greater importance for you to do or to engage with.  You are on Earth – Now – purely to assist in humanity’s awakening process.  You may be asking yourselves “how can I assist, I am only a single and utterly insignificant individual, how can I possibly help humanity to awaken?  I’m not even awake myself!”

Well, as we keep reassuring you, you are incarnate in this historic moment for humanity because you were asked to assist in humanity’s awakening, and you wholeheartedly and enthusiastically agreed to do so.  You knew that being human would place you in situations in which you would have minimal memories and understanding of the divine plan in which your assistance is essential.  But you also knew that you would be lovingly guided in every moment as long as you asked for that guidance.  So ASK!  In fact, if you find it helpful, SCREAM for assistance.  We understand your predicament perfectly, and nothing that you can think, say, or do can offend or upset us.  We are here for you, we love you, and nothing you can think, say, or do will alter that.

Cease your worrying and your anxieties about whether or not you are on the right path, because of course you are, there is no other path that you could be following because you designed it with divine guidance before you incarnated upon it.  Stop attempting to make sense of it, that is a major distraction for many of you, instead listen to your intuition, your divine guidance, that gentle nudge that suggests a course of action that is calm, peaceful, and without an egoic agenda – what’s in this for me . . will I get paid . . . will they appreciate my efforts . . . they are so stupid, why don’t they listen to me! – and engage lovingly with whatever arises.  When you do miracles occur!

In fact you are all miracle makers because you incarnated at this moment in humanity’s evolution, in humanity’s awakening process, purely to be of service to humanity, to the divine Creation in which you are all eternally enfolded and embraced.  There is no one who is excluded because Oneness means just that, there is no separation from It.  What may appear to be in opposition is illusion.  Doubtless you are becoming quite disenchanted with that word because the illusion seems very real to those who have chosen to be participants within it, even those of you who are agents of humanity’s awakening.  It is a very convincing environment, as some of you who have been engaged in military conflicts are well aware, as you deal with your vivid and most alarming nightmarish dreams and attempt to cope with and dissolve your resultant Post Traumatic Stress Disorders.

Whether you are involved in military type conflicts or not, the illusion is capable of presenting you with situations that appear insoluble, situations from which the only escape seems to be by terminating your human existence.  And yet, each and every one of you is here by your own choice, a choice you made with divine guidance in order to assist in this awakening process.  Often it seems that you are alone, abandoned, unseen, unappreciated, and unloved, and that is an experience that is extremely painful even though it is unreal.

It does not seem unreal!  In fact it seems to be the only meaningful reality available to you, and consequently one with which you no longer wish to engage.

When this is your experience, Please seek our help!  It is available if you will let your inner knowing, your intuition guide you, because “so called experts,” human psychologists, psychotherapists, and counselors are frequently as confused as you are by the illusion in which you are all enveloped and attempt to use human reason and logic to help you.  It may help a little, if they can listen to you compassionately.  But lasting relief from your pain and suffering can only be found through unconditional Love, so even if it seems to you that you have done some unconscionable deeds, forgive and love yourselves as your heavenly Father does, and know that there is no way that He will ever diminish His infinite Love for you, let alone cease to love you.

Therefore, go within every single day, and open yourselves to the divine flame of Love burning eternally within each one of you.  When you allow, when you surrender to whatever distress is arising and just let it flow through you without judging it or trying to make sense of it, it will ease.  You cannot make sense of it because it is insane.  Your difficulties with PTSD and any other disturbing emotional issues with which you find yourselves dealing can only be solved by Love.  Frequently you condemn yourselves for mistakes or errors that you have made and that you consider unforgivable.  Doing that ensures that you keep reliving them instead of releasing your attachment to them.  Pain and suffering can only happen in the moment in which they occur, but you can keep them alive in the present by constantly remembering the situations in which they happened and judging either yourselves or others as bad, or even evil, for your involvement in them.

Love is Reality.  There is nothing else!  Open your hearts to allow It in and let It sweep away all your fears, your doubts, and your worries, because it is they that are unreal!  Without accepting God’s loving support life appears meaningless for you, and without it it is.  The meaning of Life that so many seek and cannot find is LOVE!  When you refuse It fear and worry flood your minds.  Now is the time to engage fully with your true and eternal nature – Oneness with God in infinite Love – and you have absolutely limitless support from all of us in the spiritual realms because we are in constant awareness of our eternal Oneness with God Who is Love without limit.  And it is this knowledge, this intense awareness that we offer you in every moment.  But it is always your choice whether to accept or reject it. Don’t sulk like small children, forgive yourselves and come fully alive!

With so very much love, Saul.

www.ohnsmallman.wordpress.com/2016/08/10/forgive-and-love-yourselves-as-your-heavenly-father-does

Don't Wanna Fight

By Alabama Shakes (2012)

My lines, your lines
Don't cross them lines
What you like, what I like
Why can't we both be right?
Attacking, defending
Until there's nothing left worth winning
Your pride and my pride
Don't waste my time

I don't wanna fight no more [x6]

Take from my hand
Put in your hands
The fruit of all my grief
Lying down ain't easy when
Everyone is pleasing
I can't get no relief

Living ain't no fun
The constant dedication
Keeping the water and power on
There ain't no money left
Why can't I catch my breath?
I'm gonna work myself to death

I don't wanna fight no more [x6]

No, no, no, no!

I don't wanna fight no more [x7]
I don't wanna fight, I don't wanna fight!
I don't wanna fight no more [x8]

Only For You

Heartless Bastards (2012)

Been a while since I felt this way about someone,

 I'd really really like to know you, more,
Oh oh, know you, more

Oh, your eyes, they sing a song to me,
I'd really really like to go to it, oh, go, oh

And I will oh, open my heart
And I will oh, only for you

All your lies are spinning round my head
And all, all this line of sorrow, ooh, yeah ooooh, yeah
All your lies are spinning round my head
And all, all this line of sorrow, ooh, yeah ooooh

And I will, I I ohh, ohh
And I will, oh, only for you

And I just don't know what to do, my head has such a cloudy view,
I'm so tired, of trying, ooh ooh ooh
And I just don't know what to do, my head has such a cloudy view,
I'm so tired, of trying, ooh ooh ooh

All your lies are spinning round my head
And all, all this line of sorrow, ooh, yeah ooooh ooh, yeah
All your lies are spinning round my head
And all, all this line of sorrow, ooh, yeah ooooh, ooh

And I will open my heart
And I will oh, only for you


Blue Day

Hurt In Your Heart

By John Martyn

From the album Grace and Danger (1980)

When that hurt in your heart has gone
When that hurt in your heart has gone
When that hurt in your heart has gone
Give me a call.

Darling, that’s all that you have to do
Show me a sign
A word or a line
One stitch in time
To save this poor heart
From breaking.

When that hurt in your heart has gone
When that hurt in your heart has gone
When that hurt in your heart has gone
I’ll still be your friend.

Right to the end of our river
And further still
This hurt it will mend
And I hope you’ll remember all the time
Hope you’ll remember every line
Hope you’ll remember
All the love, all the love, all the love.

When that hurt in your heart has gone
When that hurt in your heart has gone
When that hurt in your heart has gone
Just say my name.

You don’t have to say it loud
I’ll still feel the same
I’ll still be true
Waiting for you
To come sailing through
Cos I you know you can.

When that hurt in your heart has gone
When that hurt in your heart has gone
When that hurt in your heart has gone
Give me a call.

For the love of karma

Excerpt from a message from Matthew

Channelled through Suzanne Ward, 19 June 2016

 

You don’t remember this, but when you eagerly volunteered to go to Earth, you knew what you would encounter and that you would be well fortified with spiritual strength and wisdom to accomplish your mission: to help the peoples awaken from third-density consciousness and in so doing, further your own evolvement. Your effectiveness in both would be limited if you don’t know what is going on. And, you cannot “unknow” what is known. It is likely that thoughts and feelings would arise about those situations that indeed are saddening, and without subsequent reports, you would forfeit hearing about encouraging developments that are forthcoming.

Understanding that most people in heart-wrenching circumstances are completing karmic lessons so they can evolve will let you feel compassion for them, respect their choices, and accept that individuals who create the circumstances are playing necessary roles in the universal evolutionary process. Some persons accepted unusually difficult experiences to reduce the karmic load of souls with whom they share love bonds, others are dealing with more difficulties than they chose in their contracts—in both cases, those souls are making a grand leap forward on their spiritual pathway.

We know it is not easy to think of suffering people in karmic terms, which seem cold and apathetic, and to refrain from condemning those who are causing grief and dire hardships. All of us have had lifetimes in the midst of warring, unjustness and deprivation in one world or another, and our “past” lives are happening simultaneously with our “present” one. The high vibrations at this station shield us from feeling anew the heartaches in those other lives, but our clear memories let us relate to your feelings about happenings on Earth. Further, we who have love bonds with persons there who are struggling experience momentarily exactly what they are feeling. 

In every moment, God feels the collective pain of Earth’s peoples, animals, Devic and plant kingdoms and all other life forms throughout this universe. That is unimaginable to you, as it is to us. We hasten to add that God also feels the love, joyousness, gratitude and peacefulness that collectively His children and other creations do, and the light you radiate and the light continuously beamed from all high stations lighten His painful burden.    

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