Saturday, 28 June 2014

Monstaville Book II. Chapter 18


"When you love, there is neither one nor many: there is only love. It is only when there is love that all our problems can be solved and then we shall know its bliss and its happiness." - J. Krishnamurti.

Black to the Future V: Back to Pac - It’s a wrap

They don't want to see us unite:
All they want us to do is keep on fussing and fighting.
They don't want to see us live together:
All they want us to do is keep on killing one another.
- Bob Marley (‘Top Rankin',’ from the album Survival, 1979).

This is just a story. It is not an academic study of racial issues. I realise that this is a very difficult and delicate subject. While I have no wish to go charging in like a bull in a china shop I’m also not going to sit on the pavement all day with a crowd of sheep who are too scared to enter. So, now that’s out of the way, here we are, in da shop!

Like me, the majority of black people may feel that they do not fit into society, at school, in the whole System. It is a negative situation if you feel outcast, as we artists and philosophers also do. Me, I’m too sensitive for this dull, hostile, harsh, gloomy environment. In addition, I find myself having sunk down to the bottom of the glass. Not that I started at the top! I just was not brought up in an urban ghetto like this. A white village one maybe. Haha. So, of course, it is a shock to my system (and worth three books of study and observation).

Black people, it can be argued, have always felt marginalised in Western societies, and with good reason. They may feel that do not belong here even though there is no longer so much reason to feel like second-class citizens now. Institutional racism may still be rife but old racial wounds will heal quickly as we unite through the heart. They may search for a source of self-esteem or sense of superiority in Egypt and Africa, claiming to be the oldest civilisation or whatever but, the truth is, we are all both Source to enjoy the divine Oneness and unique expressions growing evermore consciously of ourselves as the Creator. Black people and Native Americans have every reason to reject the System as the form of slavery that it is. It may be an improvement on direct ownership and feudalism, but that is not enough for some people – including me! The System has little to offer me compared to what I regard as my divine inheritance and the quality of life we could all enjoy if the world’s wealth were not concentrated in the hands of a few profiteers bent on enslaving humanity.

The Industrial Ruling Class, according to John Trudell, are now massacring American citizens mentally and psychologically. They are doing what they have always done, he says. It is just the technology and terminology that have changed. They have imprinted us with “paranoid perceptions of reality”:

“I have watched, in my lifetime, I have watched what they have done in poisoning this air. I have watched the mass murder of the indigenous people. I have watched what I consider to be the mass murder of the back communities, in the Latino communities, you know. Oh yeah, it’s called ‘drug wars’ and this and that but, you know, it’s the programme, it’s fed right in there by the old killer man. It’s all fed in there because they want that energy to feed on itself, just like they want us to eat on ourselves and our heads but it’s just different drugs. See, if we are truly going to fulfil our responsibilities, we have to ask real questions. But, to me, it’s like, if I look at what’s going on, you know, it’s almost like a welcome relief to have some new questions to ask, you know? It’s like, we have the ability. So, to me, it’s like, I would welcome the challenge to think about these things.” – John Trudell (1992).

Those of us who defy the System do so because there is no hope of us getting on in or along with it. Poverty causes so many other problems. Life becomes a constant struggle just to survive. But no one can control your mind or your soul unless you allow them to. Deep down, we are all free. Contentment and balance come from exploring the depths and expressing one’s true potential regardless, at least being true to oneself even if there are many sacrifices along the way. A strong sense of purpose is a source of power, confidence and self-esteem that gets you through and at times enables you to feel on top of things. Having high expectations - of power, fame, wealth, external sources of ‘happiness’ – as the Elite and their corporations encourage, is to dig our own graves. We are then doomed to frustration because what is required for such a great leap is an inner process such as those described by Abraham-Hicks.

Many black people tend to be more physically oriented in my observation and are therefore more likely to express their anger and frustration physically and aggressively before turning within. People who tend to project their anger and grievances onto others take it out on innocent parties who have no involvement in their troubles. They want someone to blame instead of taking responsibility for how they think and feel; and anyone will do. A Turkish girl with whom I worked for a few months, and who is a fairly large young lady it may be said, told me that within a few weeks of living in London twice black men had kicked her bottom. She was not concerned about the pain or discomfort, she said, but the feeling of helplessness. I told her, yeah, they feel insecure and they bully people because it makes them feel powerful physically. They feed their egos by picking on people who they know cannot defend themselves. How responsible hip-hop music and culture over the past 15 years is for such behaviour, I don’t know. She asked me if I like black people. I told her I like individuals! On reflection, I never encountered a Rastafarian I didn’t admire just by their appearance. They always seem to look thoughtful, wise and knowing (whether stoned or not)! So there are black people I like more than others in a collective sense but this applies to all races and all groups of people where individual identity has been compromised by some, if not all, members of course.

Some men prefer to wear blue, or brown, or black because they have distinctive identities which are reflected in our taste in clothes, like racial identities of a sort. In this case, I’m a ‘black man’! One black guy told me that black people are special because they have the most melanin in their skin which gives them special gifts and intelligence. He added that ‘they were there before Egypt’ - as though he was inferring they were responsible for founding Egyptian civilisation (when I mentioned the Atlantean colonies the information did not register with him). Melanin, of course, provides greater protection from the Sun’s ultraviolet rays and enables the skin to absorb more of its heat. This may have an effect on physical energy, I don’t know. If it does boost one’s power on that level I’m sure it can be directed mentally to increase spiritual awareness but I suspect that it tends to reinforce the physical identity (that is, the ego) unless the soul is very evolved. In a similar way, white people, or the 5th (‘Aryan’) race, certainly appear to be generally stuck in their ‘heads’ which, most of the time, means relying on the rational intellect rather than seeing with the eye of the heart first and foremost. Again, the evolved soul applies intuition and imagination in the manner that Alfred Einstein reportedly suggested. “Imagination is more important than knowledge,” he is said to have claimed, for example.

This guy also claimed explained that black people need more Sun and this ongoing concern, as opposed to the transatlantic slave trade, appeared to be his main gripe against the uprooting of so many people from Africa. He also reeled off a series of claims that implied he believed in the superiority of black people although he denied this. Among them, the very plausible notion that black people’s hair grows upwards towards the Sun whilst everyone else’s falls down towards the Earth. Africans were also the first vegetarians he claimed. It is also a question of genes, he told me, although he did not go into any detail about how special his genes, as a black man, must be! Europeans have recessive genes, he said, and our rate of reproduction is low. My response to that jibe (as though my own self-esteem was dependent on scientific statistics whether true or false) was that, clearly, some people are more dependent on such characteristics while others have their own identity and source of power and intelligence, etc. Indigos, for example, I added, not caring if he knew what I meant or not. I explained that the thirteen families of the Global Elite have, through a tradition of incest that dates back to Atlantis, preserved a superior level of intelligence that has given them an edge over everyone else and enabled them to achieve power over humanity, actively weakening the masses in order to further increase their dominant position. However, these bloodlines have become mixed and less potent now and Indigos (and Crystals) are the new royalty on Earth but they are here to use their gifts to uplift, liberate and empower humanity. And, so, blood no longer determines status and we are all, now, with the return of the Light, capable of filling all of our DNA strands with Light and achieving full consciousness.

“I live in Manchester, Northern England, which is tough. I got robbed. In my house. While I was there. By guys with machetes. I’m sitting there at 3 O’clock in the morning with my flat mate watching this DVD…these two lads in the lounge, got machetes at our throats. I’m sitting there thinking to myself, ‘Who’s this cunt? They’ve come for all our stuff.’ [Snigger] Come to the wrong house! You want a sandwich? The only thing of value I’ve got here mate is about 300 metal CDs. I don’t want to stereotype anyone but I’ve got a pretty good feeling you’re into hip-hop.” – Steve Hughes (at the RAW Comedy Club, Sweden, 2 November 2009).

Meanwhile, across the pond, a friend reported that there was a gang robbery right at the corner of her building only the other day. Two blacks approached a teen at gunpoint and knifepoint and stole money and a mobile phone. So, she’s worried because now it's right at her door too and she hates where she lives. In her next email she explained, “Oh yes, those gangs. Guess what? Today was my son's first day back to school. The first thing that happens on his way home on the bus, a ‘Blood’ gang member was in the bus and it was only he and one other guy who was not with the black guy. Plus my son. This guy was staring bullets at him and he knew the guy was going to try to rob him. So he got off at a stop where the gang member didn't have time to get off too. My son walked for an hour trying to find a phone. I had told him to not take his phone in case he was robbed. But then, if he's approached and he doesn't have one on him, he may get beat up. So anyway he knocked on some homes to ask for a phone to call me. They slammed the door in his face. He finally got home after 2.5 hours of leaving school…He will not be taking the bus again. I'm furious that I have to be trapped in this HELLISH nightmare.”

Having spent a few weeks digging around for information on what exactly happened to rapper Tupac Shakur in the mid-90s, I have learned that rap music was hijacked by the ‘Illuminati’ who found it necessary to assassinate yet another important black leader. Their policy is to get rid of the best of their enemy. The rise of black people to any semblance to equality in society is not part of their agenda. Far from it, they were behind the Klu Klux Klan and it was they who were traditionally slave traders and set up shop as such in the New World [See Appendices IV and IX]. At the same time, the patriarchal Elite ensures that the minority of potential hooligans in society, be they ‘black, white or Muslim,’ are, like themselves, provided with the necessary conditions and encouragement to upset the applecart regardless of the consequences for themselves and society as a whole.

Martin Luther Jr: "I Have a Dream" '63

“Compassion and non-violence help us to see the enemy's point of view, to hear his questions, to know his assessment of ourselves. For, from his view we may indeed see the basic weaknesses of our own condition and, if we are mature, we may learn and grow and profit from the wisdom of the brothers who are called the opposition.” - Martin Luther King Jr.

Even the Civil Rights movement was directed by the Elite (who worm their way to the top of any charity or movement once it reaches a position of having the resources and influence to make a difference for good. As Ethan Jacobs explains, "Martin Luther King, Jr. was assassinated 4 April 1968, shortly after he started speaking out against the global elite and the injustice they inflict on all of humanity though orchestrated wars and economic oppression. He believed that ‘a nation that continues year after year to spend more money on military defence than on programs of social uplift is approaching spiritual death.’ While King may not physically be with us today, we are fortunate that he left us with powerful principles and tools for defeating tyranny. King, Gandhi and many others have set the precedent for our liberation, proving that courage, love, persistence and some simple tools are ultimately victorious. In fact, the tools and principles utilised by King are so powerful that they rocked the foundation of the global elite's power structure. As Andrew Gavin Marshall writes: ‘When Martin Luther King began speaking about more than race, and openly criticised the entire social structure of empire and economic exploitation, not simply of blacks, but of all people around the world and at home, he posed too great a threat to the oligarchy to tolerate him any longer. It was at this point that the National Security State chose to assassinate Martin Luther King, and the philanthropies greatly expanded their financing of the Civil Rights Movement to ensure that it would be led in their desired direction…’” (‘Martin Luther King, Jr. and the Tools of Freedom,’ 16 January 2011, In his conclusion, Jacobs quotes from Martin Luther King, Jr’s ‘Letter from a Birmingham Jail’ (1963): “We know through painful experience that freedom is never voluntarily given by the oppressor; it must be demanded by the oppressed."

John Covici asks, “Why? Why has the Anti-Defamation League (ADL), a self-proclaimed ‘anti-bigotry’ lobby, acted to save the KKK's national monument? For starters, the ADL is officially subordinate to the B'nai B'rith, a pro-slavery Masonic secret society formed under Scottish Rite control in the 1840s. The ADL, the Scottish Rite, and the Klan appeared openly together in the early 20th century as elements of the ‘British party’ within American political life. In shameful national public statements and private actions, B'nai B'rith and the ADL denounced and viciously sabotaged all 1930s anti-Hitler protests by Jews.” (‘The Scottish Rite, the KKK and the ADL. Evidence that Pike was Chief Judiciary Officer of the KKK,’ 19 January 1993, On the same web page: "B’nai B’rith’s Anti-Defamation League recently opened a vicious campaign to label American black leaders as anti-Semites, aiming at a racial conflict, and stomping on the memory of the young Jews who fought for civil rights in the 1960s. It is essential that the religious, national and historical character of this racialism be precisely understood." (Anton Chaitkin).

“Now to remove all doubts; I'll take a few moments to give you the documentary proof of this racial strife plot. First of all they had to create the leadership and organisations to draw in millions of dupes, both Jewish and Negroes, who would do the demonstrating and commit the rioting, looting, and lawlessness. So, in 1909, [Jacob] Schiff, the Lehmans, and other conspirators, organised and set up the National Association for the Advancement of the Coloured People known as the ‘NAACP.’ The presidents, directors and legal councils of the NAACP were always ‘white men Jews’ appointed by Schiff and this is the case to this very day. Then, in 1913, the Schiff group organised the Anti-defamation League of the B'nai B'rith commonly known as the ‘ADL’ to serve as the gestapo and hatchet man outfit for the entire great conspiracy. Today the sinister ADL maintains over 2,000 agencies in all parts of our country and they advise and completely control every action of the NAACP or of the Urban League of all the other so-called Negro civil rights organisations throughout the nation including such leaders as Martin Luther King, Stockely Carmichael, Barnard Rustin, and others of the ilk.“ – Myron Fagan (The Illuminati and the Council on Foreign Relations, 1967).

“At that banquet, Israel Cohen told me he was then engaged in writing a book which was to be a follow-up on Zangwill’s ‘The Melting Pot.’ The title of his book was to be A Racial Programme for the Twentieth Century. At that time, I was completely absorbed by my work as a playwright, and significant as that title was, its real objective never dawned on me, nor was I interested in reading the book. But it suddenly hit me with the force of a hydrogen bomb when I received a newspaper clipping of an item published by the Washington, D.C. Evening Star in May 1957. That item was a verbatim reprint of the following excerpt in Israel Cohen’s book, A Racial Programme for the Twentieth Century, and it reads as I quote:
                ‘We must realise that our Party's most powerful weapon is racial tension. By propounding into the consciousness of the dark races that for centuries they have been oppressed by the Whites, we can mould them to the program of the Communist Party. In America, we will aim for subtle victory. While inflaming the Negro minority against the Whites, we will instil in the Whites a guilt complex for their exploitation of the Negroes. We will aid the Negroes to rise to prominence in every walk of life, in the professions and in the world of sports and entertainment. With this prestige, the Negro will be able to intermarry with the Whites and begin a process which will deliver America to our cause.’ 
                That same excerpt was entered into the Congressional Record of June 7, 1957, by Representative Thomas B. Abernathy. Thus, the authenticity of that passage in Cohen’s book was fully established. But the one question that remained in my mind was whether it represented the official policy or plot of the Communist Party, or just a personal expression of Cohen himself. Hence I sought more proof, and I found it. In an official pamphlet published in 1935 by the New York Communist Party’s official Workers’ Library Publishers, that pamphlet was entitled, ‘The Negroes in a Soviet America.’ It urged the Negroes to rise up, form a Soviet state in the South, and apply for admission to the Soviet Union. It contained a firm pledge that the revolt would be supported by all American Reds and all so-called liberals. On page 38, it promised that a Soviet government would confer greater benefits to Negroes than to Whites, and again this official Communist pamphlet pledged that, ‘any act of discrimination or prejudice against a Negro will become a crime under the revolutionary law.’ That statement proved that the excerpt in Israel Cohen’s book, published in 1913, was an official edict of the Communist Party and directly in line with the Illuminati blueprint for world revolution issued by Weishaupt and later by Albert Pike.”

“I took my obligation to White men, not to Negroes. When I have to accept Negroes as brothers or leave Masonry, I shall leave it.” – Albert Pike (the 33rd-degree Mason and Sovereign Grand Commander who founded the KKK in 1866). [See Appendix X: Eric Phelps interview].

“Klan and Black Legion meetings were usually held inside Masonic Temples and Halls in the Midwest during the 1930's. The Klan recruited almost exclusively from within Masonic ranks and often the membership of both organisations was indistinguishable. All of the Leadership of the old and new Klan were high degree Freemasons. The Ku Klux Klan was in fact a Masonic movement.” ( The Order of the White Knights of the Ku Klux Klan is ‘Hardcore evangelical militant Racism personified’).

We are One, One Love, One Being, God/Goddess. The Global Elite does not want us to know that. Consequently, they maintain a degree of social discord to keep us divided through fear and anger. Multiculturalism will never work until we see ourselves and others as divine beings of Light. The unrestrained immigration of Mexicans into America and Asians into Western Europe is purposely designed to agitate and unsettle, to foment conflict. The Khazarian Zionists consider the Muslims and the ‘white race’ to be their enemies. They weaken and exploit us through war and they now have us clashing and competing at home.

“Muslims are the evil puppets and slaves of the New World Order!” exclaims Illuminati 'whistleblower and reformer' (or shill lol) Leo Zagami. “Modern Terrorism, including fundamentalist Islam, is created by the CIA, Mossad, the MI6, the FSB and other intelligence agencies on behalf of the Vatican and Zionist Illuminati elite circles to wage war on mankind for the strategy of tension in the end of times.” He claims that Muslims are taking over Scandinavia on behalf of the New World Order. During his exile in Norway, Leo Zagami claims that he was in secret meetings with the leaders of the Muslim communities of the Scandinavian countries and, he adds, “they were planning a complete takeover.” [Retrospective note: As we entered 2012, Ben Fulford stated that “the Khazarian Satanic rule is ending”: “In Europe as well, the move to turn Europe into a Soviet Union type of totalitarianism is falling apart. There also, there is serious debate behind the scenes on how to improve European systems of government and finance. The general consensus, though is that in the G5 countries, the older structures will have to collapse further before big, historical, changes can be made…Finally, the main reason this writer feels confident that 2012 will, at last, be the year when this nightmare Khazarian secret totalitarian rule ends is that the people of the planet have woken up. Within the G5, warm summer weather will bring large demonstrations and at last revolution.” - Benjamin Fulford (‘The Year of the Fire Dragon has started, expect big changes,’ 2 January 2012,].

A similar tactic is being applied all across Western Europe as well as in the States (Hispanics): an invasion from within, while the Elite gets settled in China. No one is suggesting that Jews or Muslims are responsible for the mess. Or the Vikings! The Elite infiltrate, fund and establish extremist groups to do their dirty work. What's more, the Zionists have exploited true Jews and consider both Muslims and the 'white race' their enemies. So they have us fighting in wars, interbreeding and struggling to live side-by-side on the same land, all of this creating more racial tension and weakening both sides, assaulting our peace of mind and quality of life. This tension they are able to further magnify through their control of the media, their intention being to give blacks a threatening profile thereby creating conflict between them and other races. The real trouble is that many people believe the lies and many black youths seem to go along with it and identify with them, making a bad situation worse. Where my father lives as a youth in the East End there were a lot of Jews and fights between them and Italians, who hated each other, broke out regularly. There have always been groups of gangs fighting each other but murders from these incidents were rare before this import hit our shores.

Free Spirits

It’s not a question of win or lose
They fought for their lives, to be one and true
In the court and on the street
Where corporations chew their meat
They fought for you and me
Two halves of a circle meet
They stood their ground, on their own two feet
They gave the world hope taking on the Elite

These Indigo warriors
Held the torch of colours
High enough for all to see
Just who it is that lie and cheat
They each withstood the heat
They understood they were beat
Honest and strong, sensitive and sweet
They gave the world hope taking on the Elite

(My poem dedicated to Michael Jackson and Tupac Shakur, written on 18 May 2011).

It is the Elite who believe that black people are an inferior race, keep them in conditions of poverty and promote the idea that all are violent thereby bringing out the potential for destructive behaviour. They foment racial conflicts. Bear in mind that they control not only the media but our education system as well and wrote our history books. More physical they may be but keeping them impoverished and in negative conditions (including prison) is a ball and chain to keep blacks down in the lower vibrations where they are of more use to the Illuminati as a social device for keeping everyone else in check, in fear of losing what they have, thereby making them more willing slaves of the corporate heavyweights (even though their plan is actually to eventually cause chaos and strip everyone of their wealth to form a one-world Communist government, the realisation of which the spiritual hierarchy has now prevented).

In Britain, of course, even Prime Minister Blair ended up saying it was ridiculous for the media to always avoid mentioning the racial identity of thugs on London streets. ‘Attitude’ and street thuggery, with their pretence of self-esteem and power, had flown like pollen across to these shores suggesting that racial harmony was not such a sure thing after all. The deeper implication, of course, is that this is the shadow of corporate capitalism which is a little harder to sell in Europe than its birthplace.

There is nothing to fear in my view, however. The Elite are finished. It's just a matter of time. And the best way to speed up the Spring clean is not to yield to fear or anger but to have fun and be in the heart where the higher vibes of the spirit shine forth and add to the positive energy - the light - beaming all over this planet now. The beings of Light are not about to abandon the Earth during her Ascension back to 5D regardless of what humanity is doing. But, if we all want to be happy, then it's helpful to be involved, not in the external revolution that is to commence in 2010 but the inner one that is creating the new world.

“Soon all obstacles that stand between you will be overcome, and you will recognise all souls as your brothers and sisters. The barriers will fall away and you will take each other to your hearts. It is of course necessary to create a climate of full cooperation, and race and colour will not be an issue anymore.” - SaLuSa (channelled through Mike Quinsey, 17 January 2011,

Mass immigration keeps wages down and creates more struggle and more stress for the working classes and skilled workers alike. This does not create more equality. Rather, it enables the rich to preserve their position of wealth and power over the rest of us. Their New World Order combines the principles of both capitalism and communism like two hands which reach out from Big Brother to strangle everyone. They really don’t give a fuck about any of us! Their intention (in America, at least) is to divest people of their wealth and opportunities for financial gain under the guise of greater equality which is exactly how they bled the Soviet Union dry. However, it seems that they have been tricked and that the economic crisis is actually affecting their own financial status adversely. The Elite are fighting to survive now which is allowing all the pioneering adult Indigos who have been manoeuvred into positions of influence sufficient space to set examples of alternative, positive and harmonious ways of living and working. This is our time, quite simply, and nothing will be allowed to interfere with this evolutionary leap which is preparing the way for the Crystal Children to create the new Golden Age.

[Nina enters the office wearing a colourful African turban].
Dick Solomon (John Lithgow): Nina! What’s that ting on your head?
Nina (Simbi Khali): It’s called a ‘de-kou’ [?].
Mary Albright (Jane Curtin): Oh, I think it’s beautiful!
Nina: Thank you! It’s authentic. It makes me feel connected to my ancestors.
Dick: Oh. So that’s the traditional headdress of ancient secretaries?
Nina: No! Of my African ancestors. In case you haven’t noticed, I’m black.
Dick: Well, of course I noticed! And, er, Dr. Albright, you are…?
Mary: Could I be any whiter? [Nina shakes her head].
[Dick gives them both a funny look. Mary then Nina, and again].
Nina: What?
Dick: Huh, I’m sorry. All you people look alike to me.
Nina: Excuse me?
Mary: What?
Dick: I-I just don’t see why people have to divide up into these arbitrary subsets. I mean, skin colour? Please! You may see colour but I see people.
Mary: Aren’t we fortunate to have someone so enlightened? Oh, Pious one, show us the way!
Dick: This verges on sarcasm.
Nina: You know, my heritage happens to be very important to me.
Mary: As it should be. I’m Irish and I’m very proud of that and you’re, [Turning to Dick] what?
Dick: Me? I-I-I-I’m, er, er, one of those, er…you know, one of the really good ones [Dr. Albright motions with her hand encouraging him to finish answering her question]. You’re this big anthropologist. You tell me. What am I?
Mary: Certifiable.
Dick: Yes, that’s what I am. Certifiable! [Walks over to his desk] Certifiable and damned proud of it. Yes, my father was before me and his father was before him and his father before him. Certifiable. Of course we no longer practice [Turns away sheepishly covering his face with his hand because he does not know who the people were whose bodies they took over to explore Earth].
- 3rd Rock from the Sun (Series 1, Episode 16, ‘Dick Like Me,’ written by Joe Fisch, 1996).

A Swede by the name of Krister shows, in an article for Henry Makow’s website, that the European Jewish Fund is doing all it can to subvert European national identities whilst actively reinforcing Jewish culture and Zionist identity. Fanatical Zionists are at the centre of the changes and they are fully aware of the resentment that would result and the precautions required to protect themselves should they be in a position to rule because they have been doing this for a century if not longer in Russia and they have the law behind them in America in regard to ‘anti-Semitism’ as well as having made holocaust denial a serious crime. “The ‘European Jewish Fund,’ says Krister, “states on their homepage, that the organisation is opposed to Jewish assimilation. In other words, multiculturalism is only for the goyim, not for Jews.” – Krister (‘Organised Jewry as a Nation Dispersant,’ 23 September 2010, Makow’s comment after the article reads: “Multiculturalism is part of the New World Order agenda to dilute and destroy Gentile national identities. Ordinary Jews need to be aware of the agenda organisations pursue in their name, because they will take the brunt of the resentment. I believe the plan is to pit Muslims versus Christians. We should not fall into this trap and direct our attention at the Illuminati bankers and their minions.”

Barbara Lerner Spectre, an American Jew who runs a government-funded Jewish study group in Sweden claims that Jews will play a ‘leading role’ in promoting multiculturalism in Europe.’ She suggests that European nations cannot survive without this leadership and shift to multiculturalism. That is what the corporate powers have been repeating in the media in order to programme us all into believing that these sacrifices (played down or absent in the mainstream media naturally) are necessary. Someone on the Internet commented that, contrary to this propaganda, we cannot survive as multicultural entities due to there being hidden costs and no benefits. The whole point, it seems, is that Europe is forced to join together as a result of this incapacitated state (with the Vatican puppets in the E.U. - the Pope’s Revived Holy Roman Empire, as Eric Jon Phelps calls it - and other organisations usurping all the power of course). Israel does not seem too keen to join in the multiculturalism ‘trend.’ I wonder why!

“My sixth advisory is this: Do not rise to the Zionist bait and blame the economic depression on Muslim immigrants in Europe and elsewhere. For sure, I'm as mad as hell when I read of 'honour murders' in accordance with illegal Shariah law and fully approve of sending in the full force of law to hang the bastards for any crimes they may have committed against their own children on secular soil. But remain vigilantly wary of the mainstream media and their hysterical reporting, and avoid any association with Zionist controlled organisations, such as the English Defence League and the BNP. They are the anti-English tools of the Zionist New World Order establishment.
                My seventh advisory is this: Love your fellow human being, whoever he or she may be. We are all about to face a severity of economic hardship unknown to even the eldest among us. The ruling elites will rejoice at our apportioning the blame to this group or that. They always win by means of dividing us and setting us at war with one another.
               We have a unique opportunity to defeat the billionaire psychopaths who rule the world by standing as one and rejecting their economic blackmail. Do not, under any circumstances, turn against your neighbour on account of his religion or the colour of his skin. He did not bring you into the world of misery you are now experiencing. He was not responsible for robbing your children and your grandchildren of the future that was rightfully yours.”
- Michael James (‘The Art of Resisting Zionist Terrorism,’ 3 August 2010,

Muslims are also being used to create a climate of fear and resentment on both sides. That means most are not aware of it and are simply following money, beliefs, pride, and so forth. There are enough Muslims in Europe now to create quite a disturbance should they be offered incentives such as the promise of practising Sharia law and more freedom from our cultural values and societal laws (as a ‘protected species’ which is not expected to integrate). They can be assembled and mobilised collectively which was always the whole point of the Abrahamic religions. They become controllable. There are enough Muslims (not just the radicalised ones) here now to consider this a necessity. The issue is no longer just about being here to make money. They want more than that now: their own freedom and protection as a society within a society. Zionist-funded Islamic terrorism (problem) has made them feel less safe (reaction) and they want political power (solution) which the Elite might possibly be offering them in the Liberal Democrat Party.

Governments of other European countries may look to Britain as an example of ‘successful integration of Pakistanis and Indians.’ The truth of the matter is that British people are slaves to a post-feudal system and no amount of protesting will do any good while those who accept the instrument of suppression which is political correctness are paralysed by fear or ignorance.

 “…we [Europeans] should still be proud of our civilisation - and divest ourselves of the guilt and self-hatred indoctrinated in us by the globalists. I realised that we are exposed to carefully planned strivings - they are even being successfully kept absolutely secret to us - on the part of our politicians and media towards the Euromediterranean/Eurabian Union…  - first comprising nine Muslim countries from North Africa and the Middle East - besides Israel. Therefore, I turned to our politicians and media. But I met a wall of silence about the topic. No wonder. On October 24 the E.U. Parliament treated a proposal declaring the E.U. to be constructing an Illuministic society, i.e. the New World Order as announced by President Bush Snr. during the first Iraqi War. The New World Order is to substitute the national state for a multicultural dictatorial one-world state. Now this endeavour is called globalisation, however. My last hope is that through insight into the intentions of the strivings of the E.U., the Euromediterranean and the New World Order the Europeans will finally wake up and bring pressure to bear on politicians and media to stop the on-going process of Islamisation to batter national states and Christianity in order to build their corporate, enslaving one-world government.” - Anders Bruun Laursen (

We, as a society, are being attacked on two fronts: Islam and hip-hop! Both of which are being directed behind the scenes by the Elite. It doesn’t take a rocket scientist to realise that elements of hip-hop culture have sent flames of violence waving through Western societies, stirring up trouble. According to John Potash, 70% of rap albums are bought by white youth. White youths, not just in America, but in England as well, appear to have found a source of confidence and empowerment in mimicking this alien and angry ‘attitude.’ This was epitomised by Sacha Baron Cohen’s comedy character Ali G. As Wikipedia explains, Ali G “plays on the stereotype of a white suburban male who revels in a mixture of American gangsta rap and British Jamaican culture, particularly through hip hop, reggae and Grime music.” According to John Potash, 70% of rap albums are bought by white youths! The music industry is dominated by the Global Elite and their promotion of crude, unenlightened hip-hop instead of the original brand which served as a vehicle for sharing a deeper understanding of life in the same vein that reggae once did. I confess that I only really like a few of the catchy excerpts included in Michael Jackson and R&B songs. I do, however, have ‘It Takes a Nation of Millions to Hold Us Back,’ Public Enemy’s album from 1988. I also quite like Biggie’s and Eminem’s music. And I have now had the good fortune of hearing what the wise and knowledgeable Professor Griff (a member of Public Enemy – and an adult Indigo, I’m sure) has to say about the Elite and the black community. In the U.K., since the early noughties, a British brand of hip-hop has evolved which I really cannot stand! Wikipedia explains that the genre known as ‘Grime’ is defined as Urban music and emerged from Bow in East London. According to Hattie Collins and Frere-Jones, grime is "an amalgamation of U.K. Garage with a bit of drum ‘n’ bass, a splash of punk and a touch of hip-hop thrown in for good measure." (

All I am saying here is that black culture has been fucked with the most by the look of things and that is the root of some of the violence in our society. The Elite and its music producers started with rock music and then moved over to hip-hop in a campaign of divisive brainwashing aimed at youths, black, white and Hispanic, through rappers whom they could control. They have attempted to corrupt all cultures, religions and races but rap is where they have focussed their intent because they cannot bear to have black leaders setting a positive example and telling the truth. That is how young men express unity now, through the language of gangsta street gangs whose motives, while they might not be as psychotic as the Droogs in A Clockwork Orange (1971), still appear to have more sinister intentions than previous youth movements. It allows them to bond and feel more powerful. English kids are doing it. Asian kids are doing it. Hell, even Munchkins are doing it! That is why mainstream hip-hop is mostly shit and has a lot to do with why young people think violence and greed are cool. Seriously, that stuff has been spiked to fuel negative emotions. Wake up!

Mind Control and the Meaning of Life.

“So, look at the interesting thing about 'Stimulus – Response.' How one is addicted-to something that is a stimuli to make you feel something or be something or be a person or be part of the World, or 'life means-something but it needs a stimulation.’ And, then, that stimulation, unfortunately, is re-programmed so that even a simple song with particular sounds and words can stimulate you to feel something. That should be of great concern that music, for instance, or anything for that matter, has got so much power over you. The same as cigarettes, alcohol - you name it. Partying, going out with friends - I mean, a friendship can have such power over you that you feel, without a friend, you feel like not-complete. A relationship shouldn't feel like that. You must be in a relationship to work together as One. Not to try and make each other more. So, investigate all the things where you have a response to any form of stimulus and have a look at what it is the stimulus makes you feel, experience, makes you aware of, in terms of meaning, makes life more meaningful. I mean, to have music do that to you - that would say, what, life is not being meaningful until you have that music? And, without the music, you will be 'less than.’ It's all part of how the bipolar disorder was originated: create extreme polarities so that you need constant, constant stimulation to be someone. And, if you don't get that stimulation then you go into extreme depression because you’re not someone; there's something missing in your life. Meantime: it's the stimulus of the programme. Make sense?” - Bernard Poolman (10 June 2010, Desteni Productions,

Governments are only one type of puppet controlled by the Global Elite. They have been in control of the music industry and related counter culture since the advent of Rock ‘n’ Roll – that is, to the degree that the public has followed their manufactured bands and bought into the corporate news media’s lies and propaganda. It’s called managed opposition. Dave McGowan has been writing a highly engaging series of articles called ‘Inside The LC: The Strange but Mostly True Story of Laurel Canyon and the Birth of the Hippie Generation,’ which he is sharing freely on the internet as they are finished (available here: The Byrds were a manufactured boy band who mostly couldn’t play instruments and were therefore atrocious live. They were modelled on The Beatles over in Britain (hence the choice of a name of an animal with one vowel changed). Potential stars in the music industry were suddenly and inexplicably drawn from all over the place to Laurel Canyon which appears to be a dark little place on the doorstep of Los Angeles and which once overshadowed Hollywood. The area was home to Lookout Mountain Laboratory, a facility that was run by the U.S. Air Force and which had been built in 1941, was a covert military laboratory-cum-film studio hidden from view and surrounded by an electrified fence, explains McGowan. The studio was added in 1947 and “produced some 19,000 classified motion pictures.”

According to McGowan’s extensive research, the majority of these young (mostly) men who showed up like moths to a flame in Laurel Canyon, were sons of military men who were exempt from drug charges and being drafted into the army. Oh yeah, and in most cases they also had a parent who had apparently committed suicide (or, in truth, been ritually sacrificed). Moreover, despite appearances, some of these stars were from wealthy backgrounds and politically conservative, supporting the occupational war in Vietnam whilst the media blew them up as counterculture spokesmen. In other words, they were just the kind of people whom the Elite wanted to lead the counterculture…up the proverbial garden path. Some even had multiple personalities from some kind of interference in their youth resulting from family ties to a cult or whatever. It seems that the Hollywood establishment were happy to fund and promote such individuals lest people with messages of true substance – such as John Lennon and his message of love and peace - find their way into the spotlight. Even some of the songs hailed as protest songs were anything but.

“Hippies came out of nowhere and sort of co opted it, I think it was quite deliberate...they wanted to give the anti-war movement a face that would be completely unacceptable to mainstream America...I mean everything about them was offensive to mainstream America, to middle America, the hairstyles, the clothing styles, the open drug use, the music, everything about them was designed to repel mainstream America and prevent the anti-war movement from gaining any additional speed by putting this face on it...I think the whole hippie flower child thing...was a creation of the Intelligence community to take the steam out of the anti-war movements and various  other movements...Black Empowerment, Women's rights, Civil rights movement...The battle cry of the hippy movement was turn on, tune in, drop out...telling people don't worry about it, get high.” – David McGowan (from an interview in 2010).

This crowd turned Laurel Canyon into the epicentre of the music industry. By the sound of it, they were right where the establishment wanted them, could keep an eye on them, indulge in ritual sacrifice and surround them with temptation. LSD, for instance, was made freely available through Augustus Owsley Stanley III. The first groupies who were given free (or dirt cheap) board and lodging at the Log Cabin (which had been designed by a renowned architect named Robert Byrd in the 1920's) with its successive ringmasters Frank Zappa, Vito Paulekas, Charles Manson and Eric Burden. Sex, drugs and (often badly played) rock ‘n’ roll put down roots there so that people like Frank Zappa, Alice Cooper, John Phillips, David Crosby and Stephen Stills could act as pied pipers who were presented by the media as being ideal leaders, or messengers, for the counterculture which had been hijacked early on. Vito Paulekas, by the way, led a group of underground hipsters called the ‘Freakers’ whose wild movements attracted much attention and provided the inspiration for the hippie generation. This dance troupe, combined with media attention, was largely responsible for the early success of bands such as David Crosby’s, Arthur Lee’s, Frank Zappa’s and Jim Morrison’s. The Doors happen to be one of my favourite bands but after reading about his Laurel Canyon credentials and lack of interest in music I no longer trust the story about him turning up on a beach one day with three albums’ worth of songs already composed.

The Hell’s Angels turn out to be some kind of homeland militia comprised of military men to sabotage the anti-war movement. “It was certainly no secret,” writes McGowan, “that the reactionary motorcycle clubs, formed by former military men, were openly hostile to hippies and anti-war activists; as early as 1965, they had brutally attacked peaceful anti-war demonstrators while police, who had courteously allowed the Angels to pass through their line, looked on. It was also known that the Angels were heavily involved in trafficking meth, a drug that was widely blamed for the ugliness that had descended over the Haight.” (Part XIV, 17 March 2009, The Angels were a drug-running cult working for the Elite. The writer also discusses the death of Meredith Hunter, “the young man who was stabbed to death by members of the Hell’s Angels right in front of the stage while the band (in this case, the Rolling Stones) played on.” This took place at a concert at Altamont. “The song they were playing,” adds McGowan, “contrary to most accounts of the incident, was ‘Sympathy for the Devil.’”(ibid). By the end of the concert, he explains, four people were dead and 850 injured as a result of the Hells Angels swinging leaded pool cues, ‘breaking heads.’ This was a vicious attack on people who largely wanted peace in the world and who were lured to a free concert and plied with acid which was freely available at the concert. “By the late 1960s,” writes McGowan, “the drug that would later become the drug of choice of the disco crowd had already begun pouring into Laurel Canyon. As glam-rocker Michael DesBarres recalled, ‘Every drug dealer was in Laurel Canyon.’ Along with the drugs came lots of guns and huge piles of cash.” (Part XVI, 13 June 2009,

Hip-hop, like rock music before it (although, of course, hip-hop also has its roots in African music), is a vehicle for political and philosophical expression - and, therefore, truth - which has been turned into a religion. And, religion is all about compensating for lacking self-awareness, confidence and faith in oneself, a sense of purpose and the power and passion of individual identity. It’s about people lounging around in slimy orange goo in their pods, fed stimuli from an external source so that they become to certain beliefs and the feelings they produce and do not wake up from the Matrix! At the same time, they are kept in a low-vibrational state so that their awareness never rises above a certain level. This ongoing programming campaign is not limited to the world of hip-hop, of course. It applies to all areas of news and entertainment in the media, particularly where they feature sound and moving images. It’s just that the Elite targeted hip-hop to stamp out any signs of political movement such as the one Tupac was threatening to start. Sex, drugs and rock ‘n’ roll became sex, drugs and bitches.

Goddamn! Rap music I hate that
It's just so violent and it destroys everyone, it makes the kids crazy
The kids kill people
There cop hater
Here going against society, I don't understand the music
It's too loud, it's too rowdy, it's too violent
Let's ban all rap music
- 2Pac (‘Don’t Stop,’ a song from the album ‘Pac’s Life,’ 2006. “This rap game all we got left/So try to comprehend where we coming from,” he sings later in the song).

“I’m not a hater. I just don’t like what some of you are doing. Let me give you an example. These hip-hop artists. They started off good. Conscious rap. Like conscious gospel. Conscious poetry. Conscious plays. But, then, something went wrong. The glorification of the gun killed the pig. How you gonna say that about killing police and don’t think for every action there’s an equal and opposite reaction? We were losing it. Big time. See? So, when the Million Man March took place, they had tanks underground…They couldn’t bear to say that it was the largest gathering in the history of America, the most peaceful of any gathering. Nobody got arrested and the park, the mall, was cleaner than at any other time in any other gathering because I had gone throughout the nation telling the brothers, ‘Don’t bring no weapons up in there because if you come right God will show you that His Spirit is more powerful than your weapon. See, I’m following Scripture now. [Reconcile differences] Not by might nor by power but by my spirit.” – Louis Farrakhan (speaking at Savannah, GA, U.S.).

Time to question our lifestyle, look how we live
Smokin weed like it ain't no thang, so even kids
wanna try now, they lie down and get ran through
Nobody watched 'em clockin the evil man do
Faced with the demons, addicted to hearin victims screamin
Guess we was evil since birth, product of cursed semen
Cause even our birthdays is cursed days
A born thug in the first place, the worst ways
I'd love to see the block in peace
With no more dealers and crooked cops, the only way to stop the beast
And only we can change
It's up to us to clean up the streets, it ain't the same
Too many murders, too many funerals and too many tears
Just seen another brother buried plus I knew him for years
Passed by his family, but what could I say?
Keep yo' head up and try to keep the faith
And pray for better days
- Tupac Shakur (first verse of ‘Better Dayz,’ 1995).

“Laughter brings you to reality as it is. The world is a play of God, a cosmic joke. And unless you understand it as a cosmic joke you will never be able to understand the ultimate mystery.” - Osho. 

Saturday, 21 June 2014

The Cult - Bad Medicine Waltz

Rare radio session

It's funny how people stare
When your back's against the wall
It's funny how people stare
When your back's against the wall
I reach out my hand, I reach out my hand
For that bad medicine
The crowds are full of heroes, propping up the mark
With their empty goals, it's starting
And it's raining and the porno burns my eyes
Wipe away the tear with the skin from my hide
Don't you give into that bad medicine
Keep on smiling
It's funny how people stare
When your back's against the wall
Oh, it's funny how people stare
When your back's against the wall
I've heard about this new world you're building
But will there be room for me? It's starting
And it's raining and the porno burns my eyes
Wipe away the tear with the skin from my hide
Reach out for that bad medicine
Ooh, feel your skin burn, feel your soul turn
Don't you give into, don't you give into
That bad medicine, bad medicine
Smile, it may take a while
But it's better than being nailed to the floor
Spit in their face if they stare while you're down
Don't reach out for that bad medicine
Don't reach out for that bad medicine
Try smiling or smile or smile, bad medicine get hold of
Bad medicine get hold of you, wipe away the tears
With the skin from my hide, wipe away the tears
With the skin from my hide
It's funny how people stare
When your back's against the wall
It's funny how people stare
When your back's against the wall
I reach out my hand, I reach out my hand
For that bad medicine, don't you give into
Don't you give into that bad medicine, that bad medicine
Mm, bad medicine, mm, bad medicine

Published by
Lyrics © Warner/Chappell Music, Inc.

Tuesday, 17 June 2014

How May I Play the Game Another Way?

By P'taah

Channelled through Jani King, June 2014

Q: If there is something I create which I don't like, how can I differentiate between what I am afraid of and what would be good to transform.

P'taah: Well, beloved, first of all it is to say, "From whence have I created this?" By that we mean, you create whatever it is from a thought or belief. You know that. So it is to say, "All right, what is the gift in this for me? I do not like it. It does not please me. I do not desire it any longer. However, what is the gift here for me? What have I learned about myself and even what is it that I may teach others from this creation?"

And then to say. "Now what is it that I truly desire for myself instead of this that I have created?" And then you may recreate what it is that you want by giving thanks to this creation by saying, "I have brought this forth to myself in this way that I may know more about myself and know more about love."

Does that make sense?

Q. It does make sense. I am not sure if this is really correct but sometimes it seems like I am so attached to these old things, that after I transform them I seem to keep them with me for fear of not having them transformed enough or something like that. Is that possible?

P'taah: Or rather it is simply the attachment to the old story. But you may certainly change that by looking at the gift it has been. And once you have said "Thank you," what you do automatically is you create the space for the next thing to occur. So, that when you can recognize that all of it is just a story and that you have created it out of some idea, some belief, some fear, and that you do not need the story any longer. It is not part of this new reality that you desire to create for yourself and just say, "Thank you." Most of it is fear-based, you understand that.

Q. Yes, that I do understand.

P'taah: Indeed. But you know, beloved, it is all very easy for you now to take responsibility for that which you create that you do not like very much. Our desire for you is for you to more and more focus on the wondrousness that you create and take responsibility for that. You see? It has a totally different feeling about it. To say, "My goodness, I have created this wondrousness. It is I who has done so!"

And when you give thanks to the greater part of you and when you say, "Isn't it wonderful how creative I am that I have created it so," then indeed, you have changed the frequency. And from that new space, that new frequency, you create more of what you desire. And indeed, you allow that creativity that you are to flourish.

Q: So, why don't I just go and do it?

P'taah: Indeed. Indeed.

Q: There is something else I wanted to ask you about doubts. There are moments when I am so full of doubt about everything and...

P'taah: What is doubt really, beloved? A doubt is a belief in a negative outcome, isn't it?

Q: Yes

P'taah: That is all right. That is very old stuff, is it not? Beliefs in a negative outcome? Bless it.

Bless it, because the greater part of who you are knows the grandest truth of you. There is no doubt where there is knowing. In a way, doubt is of the mind and knowing is of the heart. So when you can simply allow the doubt and say, "Oh yes, busy mind, busy mind..." And then be still for a moment and breathe and just feel in the knowingness that there is no negative outcome because it is you creating your reality from this moment of peace and knowing. So then you change the frequency from that belief of a negative outcome and bring it back to Now because all of the doubt is about future. It is not about this moment in time. It is always about the future, is it not?

Q: Yes, it's not only that but I sometimes doubt the validity of what I have experienced.

P'taah: Indeed, then stop and breathe into your belly. Stop and breathe into your heart, because all of that is just mind games. Can you see it?

Q: Yes

P'taah: All of that is just mind games. And you see, all of your experiences, good or bad, have brought you to this Now and to this knowing, and by that we mean to this heart space.

So, certainly, sometimes the baby one is terrified of annihilation and says, "Oh, but it is all nonsense." That is all right. Give that baby you a bit of a cuddle. You see?

And know that when the imagination brings you forth ideas and visions of a grand and wondrous beingness or future or however you want to see it, that is a truth that exists in the Unified Field of Consciousness. It is valid, no matter how much the little mind may invalidate it and may say it is all nonsense and it could never happen because it is all just a big story.

No matter how the mind or the baby part of you, the little one inside you kicks and screams and says "NO!" the truth is, that all of the wondrousness you could possibly imagine for yourself exists out there in the Unified Field of Consciousness. And all that you can do is just to say "thank you" to allow it to come forth to you, no matter how impossible it may seem.

Q. Yeah.

P'taah: You know, you are here to be in life. That is all. You are already the Enlightened Master. You are already this Grand Creator God and you have chosen to come here to be all that you can be, however that is. You cannot un-know something really, you see.

We would say to you, had you never found yourself on a kind of spiritual quest to know more about love, then indeed your life is still valid. Your life is still perfect because it is the god part of you that is playing the game called Life. And it IS a game.

And you know, beloved, we always say to you, how would you play this game if nobody was watching? How would you play this game if nobody was judging? How would you play this game if you were free to play it any way your heart desires it? How different would it be? So that is also something for contemplation. And you know, beloved, you are very good at playing the game as if nobody was watching. You have great courage.

Q: Yes, that is true.

P'taah: So indeed, it is only that little one that sometimes keeps you from knowing more about love. And that is all right, beloved. You are just here to play the game. However it is, is perfect. And when you find yourself consciously choosing that which is not love and that which is not all that you can possibly be then just stop and say, "Do I really want this story? What is it that I really, really do desire?" You cannot get it wrong, you know? But you do forget that sometimes.

Q: Yes, I do.

P'taah: Now this is for all of you. You cannot get life wrong, you cannot make wrong choices and wrong decisions. And we cannot emphasize that enough to you. Because when you realize that it is all a game, that you are the gods playing the game, that you cannot get it wrong and that you cannot make the wrong choice and the wrong decision, then indeed you can allow yourself to go with the flow. You can bring forth that which you desire to bring forth and indeed you can see the gift in whatever it is you create, even if in that moment you say, "Well, this is not what I want at all." And you may say, "How may I play the game another way?"


Monday, 9 June 2014

Nothing is more important than those few quiet moments you spend at peace in that inner space of stillness and Love

By Saul

Channelled through John Smallman, 8 June 2014

As many channels have been telling you, you are being inundated with Love.  Open your hearts, your souls, and allow It to flow through you and out to all your brothers and sisters undergoing the human experience at this point in your spiritual evolution.  You chose to be here at this time to be willing and abundant conduits through which our Father’s Love could flow smoothly and abundantly to assist in humanity’s awakening process.  You have been doing a grand job, but some of you have lately become a little less enthusiastic in your Light bearing duties because the darkness of the illusion has been drawing you into its web of distrust and disbelief about the truth and reality of Heaven and the spiritual realms.

Of course, at the center of your beingness, you know God, and you know that all is divinely taken care of.  However, within the illusion there are myriad alarming distractions that are depressing you and encouraging you to dim your Light.  Don’t!  You are enormously supported at this most important moment by the constant waves of Love sweeping through your unreal environment to dissolve it, but you too need to support It and allow the Love to enter your hearts and then flow on from you to wherever It is needed, and It is needed everywhere!

When you go within daily to that quiet inner space where you can access your inner guidance, the teachings of the Holy Spirit and of your own personal guides who are always watching out for you, do make a special effort not to be distracted by your daily “to do lists” which can seem overwhelmingly important.  They are not.  If you have to leave something out the sky will not fall.  You know this because oftentimes in the past you have had to leave things out that were on those lists because you ran out of time, and it did not fall then.  Recognize that most of you, either through guilt or through a misplaced sense of responsibility to others, overload yourselves with duties and then judge yourselves as less than totally adequate when you find it impossible to complete them all in the time that you have allowed yourselves. 

To do what you incarnated to do this time around you need to be able to access that quiet place of inner peace daily and rest there gently, even if only for a few minutes.  But far too often you allow illusory distractions, pressures, and deadlines to disturb that peace, and so stress builds within you until you find that you do not have the time to spare for your daily quiet time alone and at peace.  You neglect your essential personal needs in favor of attempting to complete tasks that are truly of very little consequence.  You are aware of this, because within the illusion you are constantly missing deadlines that you have set yourselves, or that others have set for you – it happens all the time – and no ghastly disaster occurs.

It is absolutely essential that you allow yourselves that quiet time daily no matter what is going on in your lives.  Nothing is more important than those few quiet moments you spend at peace in that inner space of stillness and Love.  The longer you can spend there the better, but we do understand that it can be very difficult for you to do so when you have family and work responsibilities to take care of.  Nevertheless, keep reminding yourselves that responsibility for your own well-being comes before all other responsibilities.  If you do not keep yourselves in good shape you just cannot adequately take care of all your other responsibilities.  You know this, and you all have friends or acquaintances who have burnt themselves out due to not allowing themselves personal time to be quiet and at peace.

If you feel too driven to make space available in your day just for you, acknowledge it, and then talk to someone you can trust about it so that you get support at the illusory human level where you are presently operating.  The illusion seems very real indeed to you, and therefore you have to honor the rules that you have chosen to abide by, and one of those rules is to seek help when you are feeling or being overwhelmed.  If you do not errors and problems will arise that further increase your levels of stress.  The “I’m tough, I can handle it” attitude that has been so encouraged and held up as an ideal to be striven for is in fact very damaging and weakening for you.  There is always someone out there to whom you can talk and from whom you will receive support.

Many of you have acted as guides and mentors for others and have learnt that very often all that is required is that you allow the person to talk while you listen silently and intently while maintaining eye contact.  Frequently it is enough for someone to know that they have been heard.  When you listen attentively to another they can feel it, it allows them to relax, their stress levels fall, and then their own inner guidance, their intuition, their higher selves or spiritual guides can get through to them.

You have seen this many times and have yourselves assisted others in this manner.  So why on Earth can you not acknowledge and honor that need in yourselves?  Every one of you are divine and irreplaceable aspects of God, our Source, the Supreme Intelligence, and as such you are beings of infinite worth and value. 
Presently you are experiencing the intense sensations that the illusion provides while restricted by the severe limitations that a human body imposes on you.  It is incredibly stressful, and you are very easily distracted from your spiritual path as you get caught up in the suffering and drama of this unreal environment, which almost constantly offers you the message that you are not good enough, that you are not working hard enough.  Well enough already!

The way forward is to remind yourselves of who you truly are by reading and re-reading the holy works that spell this out for you.  You can accept it intellectually, so do so, and then go within, when you make that essential purely personal time available, and remind yourselves of this divine truth.  When you do that while in your quiet space intend once more to make it real for you, and you will, thus regaining and rejuvenating your spiritual strength that you need to complete your journey home.

Remind yourselves frequently that you are being lovingly watched over and supported in every moment, and relax into the sense, the feeling that that knowledge brings into your awareness.

With so very much love, Saul.