New tarot card: 'fuck your entire life' and its a guy being attacked by devils and flaming skulls and wild animals and screaming and fire everywhere
Arrr! See CONTENTS for links to the 125 chapters of The Monstaville Memoirs plus introductions, conclusions, postscripts and appendices. This treasure trove also includes a collection of articles offering further insights into the themes explored in the trilogy. Namely, managing suffering and conflict (dealing with hostile people if you are nervous, sensitive or shy) and learning not to react
Friday, 15 April 2022
Thursday, 7 April 2022
Giving up the Ghost
K Division, 1993
(Jaz Coleman and Geordie Walker from Killing Joke with peter Hook from Joy Division and New Order).
Remembrance Day
(Killing Division)
Wednesday, 6 April 2022
Beckoned
Coal Chamber
From the album Dark Days, 2002
All dressed in black
Eyes of attack
Coming with one hand in pocket
To take from me
Sin in the eyes I see
Sin is nice of me
Nothing left for me
Reality
Forget it
You have messed up
Can't do anything
And I have messed up
Can't do anything
You're just a fuckup
I'm just a fuckup
We're just two fuckups
At least we're fucked
Up together
So sad to see you go
I said to myself you
Know
So sad to see a mind
Disappear through
Time
Lunacy's an argued
Taste
I guess there's no time
To waste
Oh passing times it's a
Passing phase
Reality
Forget it
You have messed up
Can't do anything
And I have messed up
Can't do anything
You're just a fuckup
I'm just a fuckup
We're just two fuckups
At least we're fucked
Up together
We are two fuckups
You have messed up
Can't do anything
And I have messed up
Can't do anything
You're just a fuckup
I'm just a fuckup
We're just two fuckups
At least we're fucked
Up together
Together, together
Together, together...on
Paper
Eyes of attack
Coming with one hand in pocket
To take from me
Sin in the eyes I see
Sin is nice of me
Nothing left for me
Reality
Forget it
You have messed up
Can't do anything
And I have messed up
Can't do anything
You're just a fuckup
I'm just a fuckup
We're just two fuckups
At least we're fucked
Up together
So sad to see you go
I said to myself you
Know
So sad to see a mind
Disappear through
Time
Lunacy's an argued
Taste
I guess there's no time
To waste
Oh passing times it's a
Passing phase
Reality
Forget it
You have messed up
Can't do anything
And I have messed up
Can't do anything
You're just a fuckup
I'm just a fuckup
We're just two fuckups
At least we're fucked
Up together
We are two fuckups
You have messed up
Can't do anything
And I have messed up
Can't do anything
You're just a fuckup
I'm just a fuckup
We're just two fuckups
At least we're fucked
Up together
Together, together
Together, together...on
Paper
Written by Bradley James Fafara, Miguel Rascon, Mike Cox and Rayna Foss
Not Living
Coal Chamber
From the album Chamber Music (1999)
I realise I'm dead I'm fucked in the head I'm not living without you.
My life is a game my life is a shame I'm not living without you.
My lifes alone my life is alone I'm not living without you.
You're bleeding me you're bleeding me you're bleeding me.
You're bleeding.
I realise I'm dead I'm fucked in the head I'm not living without you.
My life is a game my life is a shame I'm not living without you.
This heart has been choked and my life is a joke and I'm not living without you.
My life is alone my life is alone I'm not living without you.
You're bleeding me you're bleeding me you're bleeding me.
You're bleeding...
You! You've taken all from me.
What I have to see.
What I cannot be inside you.
My love my god my love bleeding me.
What's this?
What's this? I can't live.
I realise im dead I'm fucked in the head.
I'm not living without you.
My life is a game my life is a shame.
I'm not living without you.
This heart is a joke and my life has been choked.
And I'm not living without you.
And my life is a game my life is a shame.
I'm not living without you.
You're bleeding me you're bleeding me you're bleeding me.
You're bleeding...You!
My life is a game my life is a shame I'm not living without you.
My lifes alone my life is alone I'm not living without you.
You're bleeding me you're bleeding me you're bleeding me.
You're bleeding.
I realise I'm dead I'm fucked in the head I'm not living without you.
My life is a game my life is a shame I'm not living without you.
This heart has been choked and my life is a joke and I'm not living without you.
My life is alone my life is alone I'm not living without you.
You're bleeding me you're bleeding me you're bleeding me.
You're bleeding...
You! You've taken all from me.
What I have to see.
What I cannot be inside you.
My love my god my love bleeding me.
What's this?
What's this? I can't live.
I realise im dead I'm fucked in the head.
I'm not living without you.
My life is a game my life is a shame.
I'm not living without you.
This heart is a joke and my life has been choked.
And I'm not living without you.
And my life is a game my life is a shame.
I'm not living without you.
You're bleeding me you're bleeding me you're bleeding me.
You're bleeding...You!
Friday, 1 April 2022
Illusions
Cypress Hill, 1995
[B-Real:]
Some people tell me that I need help
Some people can fuck off and go to hell
God damn, why they criticize me
Now shit is on the rise so my family despise me
Fuck 'em! And feed 'em, 'cause I don't need 'em
I won't join 'em if I can beat 'em
They don't understand my logic
To my gat to my money and I'm hooked on chronic
I never wanted to hurt a nigga
Unless ya come flexin' that trigger, I dig ya
That grave on the east side of town
Lay ya six feet underground
From man, to the dust to the ashes
All I remember tell me where the cash is
Click-clack, barrel at my dome
Give all your loot or you ain't goin' home
But I ain't goin' out with a bang
Wa da da dang, wa dada daa dang
I'm havin' illusions, all this confusion's drivin' me mad inside
I'm havin' illusions, all this confusion's fuckin' me up in my mind
I'm havin' illusions, all this confusion's drivin' me mad inside
I'm havin' illusions, all this confusion's fuckin' me up in my mind
Motherfuckers be drivin' me up the walls
Hopin' that I fall but they can lick my balls
Straight jacket, strap it
In a padded room when some punk niggas can't hack it
Distracted from all reality
Now I'm let out on a minor technicality
(Ah) They all fucked up now
'Cause they let a nigga back on the streets somehow
I'm lookin' for someone like me
Livin' in my own world to my own degree
On the loose in the city lookin' at the ho wit' the big titties
Lookin' at me and I feel shitty
A little tensed up gettin' hot
'Cause she looks like my girl who got smoked at the crack spot
I'm tryin' to find ways to cope
But I ain't fuckin' 'round with the gauge or a rope
I'm havin' illusions, all this confusion's drivin' me mad inside
I'm havin' illusions, all this confusion's fuckin' me up in my mind
I'm havin' illusions, all this confusion's drivin' me mad inside
I'm havin' illusions, all this confusion's fuckin' me up in my mind
I'm havin' illusions
I'm havin' illusions
I'm havin' illusions
I'm havin' illusions
I'm havin' illusions
I'm havin' illusions
I'm havin' illusions
I'm havin' illusions
Written by Louis M Freeze, Larry E Muggerud, Gil Evans
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