"If you break your neck, if you have nothing to eat, if your house is on fire, then you got a problem. Everything else is inconvenience." - Robert Fulghum.
Extra loose note. Back in March, St. Germain summed up what I wanted by saying, ‘You want out of the box.’ I originally thought the box referred to limitations generally but perhaps he also meant this little torture chamber although it could be argued that this experience is a manifestation of my own aversion to being confined to a third-dimensional body, a physical ego, a slow vibration. Mortal life is finally reduced to a wave goodbye. The old skin is brittle. It has lost its colour, its sheen. It has become a burden that must be shed. It has no other use now than to depart and make way for the glorious new snake emerging into the world. Or, imagine lying in an initiation box in Ancient Egypt for three days, battling with your separate self and unconscious demons. By the end, whether you have succeeded or failed, you simply can’t endure anymore! And, perhaps now that we are in the End Times, now that the old skin of 3D confinement is finally ending once and for all on this planet, the Grace and Mercy of the Source is finding its way into our hearts. The Prodigal Son might still be wandering aimlessly, bitterly, lost and forlorn, through the woods. He has not yet chosen to return home. Yet, the old world which he inhabits is being shed like the skin of a snake. A dazzling new crystalline creature is being born and if he responds to this new Light enough to release some of his grievances, enough to make space to receive the gifts of this new life, if his heart is sufficiently open to surrender to the fullness of his being, if he can still dream, if he can forgive himself for past wrongs (stretching back throughout his lifetimes), then he will surf the quantum leap forward and arrive in the new Heaven on Earth. Indeed, each and every step that he makes in this direction ensures the Victory of the Golden Age. For, he is not alone but one of many, many, many people on Earth who are moving through this process of self-unfoldment at different rates. The Goddess Light is here and we have only to open our hearts to receive it.
"Whatever it is, these are your creations based upon limited patterns of reality that you have accepted. These are your Karmic balance sheets. Natural law, Karmic law provides that human beings have had a certain amount of time, a certain period in which to explore the realm of Karma. Of birth and rebirth and death and re‑death in the search for balance. In the search for the beyond. For the deeper reality, for that which creates birth and death, that which is beyond. Now is the time for these experiments in consciousness to come to fruition...You can choose to live out this Karmic balance as most are or to align with Spirit and allow the Light to transmute what remains of your Karmic imbalances. But at that point when planet Earth makes her leap into the higher dimension all of this must be cleared and balanced in one way or the other." - Sananda on 'Grace' (www.crawford2000.co.uk/sananda.htm).
"The difficulties of life are intended to make us better, not bitter." - Unknown.
7 July. Full Moon Eclipse. El Phaba had a cold for a few days and was off work. Today, she started walking around in shoes again. The weather’s colder admittedly this time but there still isn’t any excuse for not wearing slippers.
“Like too much alcohol, self-consciousness makes us see ourselves double, and we make the double image for two selves - mental and material, controlling and controlled, reflective and spontaneous. Thus instead of suffering we suffer about suffering, and suffer about suffering about suffering.” – Alan Watts.
And there are 5 people in my family, so it must be one of them.
It's either my mum or my dad. Or my older brother Colin.
Or my younger brother HoChaChu.
But I think it's Colin.