By P'taah
Channelled through Jani King, July 2013
Q: I am very
confused, fearful and afraid to commit to an answer. Many times I just don't
know how I feel. So what is the problem?
P'taah:
Labels are the problem. Labels. Fear feels tight. Fear is discomfort. Fear is
that feeling which when you are in it, your body shows you.
You have all
sorts of different reactions to fear, but it is certainly not called
"comfort." So rather than trying to put a label on it, know that
whatever is not joyous, whatever is not love, or laughter or play, you may
safely label "fear."
When you try
to put labels on, you are really intellectualizing. You do not need to put
labels on. It is only enough to know that you are in a re-action and that
re-action is not created out of Love.
When you are
in the re-action called fear, simply stop and know that within the breast of
you there is a tiny baby girl or a tiny baby boy and this baby one all the days
of your life have been in the fear that you are not worthy, that you are simply
not enough, however that manifests. And it has all occurred from the early time
of your birthing.
It is also that which is within the collective consciousness. It is that which has been taught to you and all of this you have dragged with you as you have grown to maturity.
But no
matter how old you are, the bottom line is that baby one is alive and well and
drives you, controls you. And all that is necessary is for you to reach in to
this baby boy or baby girl and wrap your arms around this little one and remind
this baby how much you love it.
You remember
the drill, beloved, hmm? To say "Beloved of my heart, I love you
absolutely. I have abandoned and betrayed you in my life because I have not
known. However the truth is that we are together forever, you and I, in this
safe and wondrous place, this world, and I will never again leave you. I will
never ever abandon you. I love you. I love you." (Pause)
And you know
something extraordinary happens when you reach in to this little one. The very
fact that you have stopped and you have reached forth the arms of love and
compassion to this baby one whose name is Fear and you have drawn this baby to
the breast of you with love, you have instantaneously and automatically
transformed the energy. Automatically. (Pause) It is that simple. (Pause) Does
that answer you, beloved?
Q: Yes. Thank you.
Q: Which one
of us mortal men have the power to drop all our egos and all our fears? For in
order to do this, would we not be in heaven?
P'taah: Ah,
beloved, you will be in heaven indeed. And we say to you this. You are not
going to "drop" anything, hmmm? Ego is another name for fear. The
more you try to suppress it and control it and manipulate it, the more you are
driven by it.
One of the reasons that we give to you the visualization of the fear being a baby boy or a baby girl is because when you think about the fears that drive you, the fears that control your world, when you look at your life and think, "My God, look at what I must change before I can become an Enlightened One, it is likened unto a huge mountain that you must leap over with a single bound. And the thought is very daunting. When you are feeling good, you say, "Yes, I can do it!" When you are in the dismals, you think, "My God, this is too hard. I will never, ever, ever be able to get there."
Well you
see, my beloved ones, it is not a great mountain and you do not have a future.
You only have Now and how does it feel in this Now moment. There is no mountain
to climb. There is only Now and there is the baby boy or the baby girl that
nestles within the breast of you who sometimes forgets the grandest truth.
And as you
go about your day-to-days and something occurs that brings up the feeling of
fear, then it is simply to stop in that Now and deal with it. And as you
embrace it, as you reach out to this baby one, as you wrap your arms around
him, in your mind as you see this desolate, broken-hearted baby one and as you
wrap your arms around and draw this little one to your breast, so indeed in
that Now you have changed the energy. You have brought yourself back into that
place of Love. The fear is simply swirled into the God/Goddess light of you
called Love and thusly in that instant it is transformed and there you are
centered and strong, ready to make your next outrageously creative choice in
your life, whatever that brings forth.
And know
that you can not make a wrong choice or a wrong decision. Every choice is
valid. There are not "rights" and "wrongs." There simply
is. And whatever you choose brings forth a certain kind of experience. When it
is joyous, you go with that feeling. When it is not, stop and be in the
embracement. All right, beloved?
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