Postscript
"It doesn't matter what happens
when we stop using violence, the important thing is that we stop using violence
to solve problems."
- Stefan Molyneux.
I can
certainly say that I have been tested more than ever since writing the
conclusion for Book 3. I was cursing it all until I finally started to feel a
sense of gratitude that perhaps I have cleared some of the darker karma and had
to feel the emotional pain I denied for so many lifetimes. Interestingly, just
as the love I felt at the time I wrote that Conclusion was deeper and more
genuine, this sense of gratitude was also more authentic and ‘natural.’ The
process of feeling through and releasing pain in preparation for Ascension is
like a spiral even though it may feel like we are going round in circles. There
is a point to it: releasing deeper layers until we get to the end of it and
surrender to the truth of who we are in the eternal Now.
We revisit
these tests as though we are on a ghost train riding around in circles with
ghouls and phantoms flying about, executioners and skeletons jumping out in
front of us, until we have seen them so many times that we no longer respond
and know they're not real, that the fear is only within us and brings them to
life. It is simply our own horror movie in which we have been acting all the
roles but discover that we are also the writers, directors and producers. And,
as I wrote to a friend:
“Don't worry, we're getting there my friend. And as we recover and heal ourselves, remaining centred throughout the chaos and illusions, we are changing the world energetically, making it easier and quicker for others to heal themselves and ascend. That is the heroic task we have undertaken and therefore our purpose. Before we dived in we looked out at the world and saw an opportunity to serve because we are angels who can only express the love of the Source and grow more into the depths and power of our divinity in this way. It is the same for all ascended ones. We have been buried alive and just lying there playing dead for many lifetimes. But now we're learning that we have been hiding and it's time to rise up and shake off the soil to dance around the graveyard and show what is possible and who we really are, to awaken other souls from their spiritual slumber. The Night of the Living Dead takes on a whole new meaning!”
“Don't worry, we're getting there my friend. And as we recover and heal ourselves, remaining centred throughout the chaos and illusions, we are changing the world energetically, making it easier and quicker for others to heal themselves and ascend. That is the heroic task we have undertaken and therefore our purpose. Before we dived in we looked out at the world and saw an opportunity to serve because we are angels who can only express the love of the Source and grow more into the depths and power of our divinity in this way. It is the same for all ascended ones. We have been buried alive and just lying there playing dead for many lifetimes. But now we're learning that we have been hiding and it's time to rise up and shake off the soil to dance around the graveyard and show what is possible and who we really are, to awaken other souls from their spiritual slumber. The Night of the Living Dead takes on a whole new meaning!”
Cuz this is
thriller…
As I have
suggested previously, these ordeals, which really commenced when I moved to
London in 1993 but really gathered momentum in 1999 when my next-door
neighbours started having late night get-togethers and their 20-something children
also began harassing me, appear to represent some form of crucifixion. The
observation that I was being tormented on four sides where I live really
‘brought this home to me.’ It is for this reason that these problems have not
only not been resolved but worsened since writing the Conclusion to Book 3. White
Eagle confirms this reality of crucifixion: “When you suffer grievous pain and
come up against harsh conditions, you are crucified. But will it help you if
White Eagle tells you that when you are crucified you are very close to the
great awakening, to the resurrection, when you will find greater beauty, and
more satisfying, deeper happiness, than you have ever known before? So, when
crucifixion comes into your life, whatever form it takes, remember that after
crucifixion follows the resurrection, and after the resurrection follows the
ascension.” (The Light Bringer. The Ray
of John and the Age of Intuition, The White Eagle Publishing Trust, Hants,
U.K., 2001, p.34). Towards the end of the book, White Eagle also gives this
piece of advice:
“All we say
is that you cannot live by bread alone, which means you cannot live by material
standards; you must learn to look beyond, and recognise the sweetness of the
Christ life, not only in good people, not only in the godly company, but in the
brother or sister by your side. Some of you still find cause to misjudge
others. Strive to overcome intolerance. Try to put yourself in another’s place
and feel what they feel during their crucifixion (because that is what it can
amount to). Above all, keep your values right, your vision pure, your heart
full of love.” (ibid. p.160).
In
addition, WE are being crucified on a karmic cross as a society. Every time we
go on public transport and have to put up with noisy, ignorant people with
mobile phones and personal stereos, and if we live next door (or underneath)
such people, or even in ghetto-like urban areas where they are the predominant
species – we are being crucified! And
what that means is that karma and negative energies are being cleared to make
way for the Christ, or Christ level of consciousness, to be born in us.
"4
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not
proud. 5 It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it
keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with
the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always
perseveres." (1 Corinthians 13:4-7).
It feels
like I am helping to carve a path to the New World. I believe that, in extreme
duality, the use of force, even violence, often is the only solution unless one
remains fearful and impotent. By dedicating myself to exploring new ways of
working through these problems I am affecting the collective grid for others to
follow or, rather, build on. As the energies increase in intensity so can love
be more effective.
lyn
Holtgrewe).
“After 2012
love will become the answer to every problem. Love is becoming more and more
the answer to all your problems, for love resolves every problem, and love
resolves a problem in a very different way than the mind and logic and all that
you have learned on this earth so far and the next lessons that are coming in
these next two years are about love and understanding love and about becoming
love…There is no need or any cause for war or any violent behaviour on this
planet; everything can be resolved with the energy of love…This was all started
some time ago and it is for each individual to open to the energies of love and
to know that every time that there has been a divine society on this earth that
it has been destroyed; it has been broken, people have become hurt. This time
this will not happen, this time you have all the technology, the Internet, to
share and communicate with others just how you found love, how love found you
and what love does for you. Love will heal your aching joints, it will heal
your difficult relationships; love will put money in your pockets, love will
make life and loving just the way it’s meant to be...Love is in the air, it is
always here and it is humanity which blocks this love through traumas
experienced on this planet and through the many wars and the hurts that have
gone on in the past. There is a great fear around receiving love and around the
true flow of love, but this is what 2012 is about. It is about love, it's about
a new way, a new state of existence. It is about humanity becoming connected
with each other and it's about the church of love once again opening its doors
so that you can worship the true God, the true Christ, the true masters, so
that you can connect with the absolute truth, and this is what Spirit is
bringing you; we are bringing you the knowledge and the wisdom and the love to
connect you fully with the divine, to bring you all into a state of wholeness.”
- Kryon (channelled through David Brown, ‘Allow The Love To Flow,’ 5 May 2010,
www.kryon.org.za/ChannellingNo465.htm).
“This revolution is God’s evolution. There’s nothing to do but be it although that might take some (inner) work.” – Me (to a friend on Facebook).
“This revolution is God’s evolution. There’s nothing to do but be it although that might take some (inner) work.” – Me (to a friend on Facebook).
“A 5D human
differs greatly from a 3D human by way of consciousness and
self-responsibility…that is to say, the state of BEing awake and aware of our
multidimensional mind and motives. ‘Why’ we do anything matters more than ever
now since our intentions must be spawned from heart-centred love in order to
live in a harmonious flow of life...love-based intention is the actual
'programming' that the new-human prototype requires to function optimally.” –
Lauren C. Gorgo, ‘(The (re)Education of Sacred Embodiment,’ 28 July 2011,
Take heart,
and take courage and encouragement from the promise that what has taken us
forerunners five years or even much longer to achieve in terms of releasing
negative energies and limiting beliefs will take you much less time, explains
energy worker and channeller Lee Harris. “Many things will change for you this
year if you open,” he says. “And, if you do not open, or you do not feel ready
to open, you will go through many internal changes. You will go through many
internal releases. Those of you who have done all the releasing will be
building. Those of you who need to build new lives will be releasing but then
building far faster than those who went through this process the last ¾ years
did. Remember, the mass are going through what so many of you went through in
the last few years. And they will do it quicker. They will benefit from all the
pathways that have been trodden. But they will also benefit from those who are
holding a vibration that all is well, regardless of how it looks.” – Lee Harris
(‘2011: Year of Illumination,’ YouTube video, posted on 20 January 2011,
www.leeharrisenergy.com).
St. Germain
has said that much fear is coming and that the masses will be drawn to
Lightworkers, those who are ‘not of this world’ and who are to become clear
channels for God's love. Many on this planet, he explained, will move into
fear and the millions of Lightworkers are ‘servants of the heart,’ ‘embodiments
of love’ – those who choose to serve this awakening with every fibre of their
being, their strength and energy, to hold the love and peace and be that in
action continuously. We
are the 'many hands of Christ,' he said, and people will receive what they
needed just by looking in our eyes, for example. He said we have
the ability to communicate through vibration and advised us to recognise the
vibration we are emitting moment-by-moment. We did not come here to become
through worldly experiences, he went on. We are not like others. We are here to
love and serve through our energy, beingness and kindness. We did not come here
for name or fame, popularity or to be liked or agreed with, or to be better
than anyone, but to hold that energy, of one who cares, one who loves, who
holds the Light of Source and allows it to emanate through our actions, eyes,
speech, body and life.
Those lost in the mire will breathe in the fragrance of God’s love through your
energy, see it through your eyes and feel it in your kindness. We are here as
divine beings to quicken other divine beings, be the hand to support their
birth. It is a great responsibility. ‘When you do not take responsibility your
ability to respond is weak.’ We are the hands of Christ now – humble, kind,
forgiving, forbearing, compassionate, he said. ‘The time for forgetting is
over.’ (These notes were taken from a teleconference with St. Germain
channelled through Ashamarae McNamara on 27 February 2011,
www.awakeningfromwithin.com).
In
the patriarchal control system that has been imposed on the entire world by the
dark ones and their stooge Elite power has had more impact than love. As the
Light returns, however, which it is rapidly, so does love have greater impact.
Consequently, people will now begin to find that displays of power and the use
of force are less effective and the conditioning of the old world will start to
wear off. Of course some people will wake up and ‘get it’ before others but,
gradually, all will learn this ‘new’ way of being as they discover that it
works for others and is in their best interests. It is not new at all of course
but merely the natural expression of the spirit in a world of unity that was
known on Earth in ancient times prior to the fall of Atlantis. Human beings
will relax into their true nature. They will express their inner selves
spontaneously because there will be less resistance, less fear, and they will
feel this love light coming closer to the surface, wanting to be expressed, to
shine out into the world.
"In
The Way of the Heart, we will speak
ever more directly and even more forcefully to you. For the time comes quickly
when this planet will not be willing to tolerate untidy house guests that are
not willing to vibrate at the frequency of being toward which the planet
herself is preparing to move. Therefore, be not caught by coming home one day
and discovering that the landlord has changed the locks and you have not a
place to rest your head Rather become the living embodiment of Love and journey
with your Holy Mother into an entirely new dimension of being. And never forget
to sing, laugh, dance and play along the way!! Be you therefore, at peace
beloved friends. Amen." – Jeshua (channelled through Jayem, The Way of Mastery, p.82, ‘Love Heals All Things,’ www.wayofmastery.com).
After my
encounters with the new property owner, I realised that every experience we
have in life is there to teach us to love more. He was in a position of power
where he could have been ruthless and shown mercy except that the repercussions
may have interfered with his business interests. His priority was to get me out
and make as much money from the sale of the house as possible. He did not
appear to trust me perhaps because I am not motivated by money and have
different values to him (none of which make me any happier by the way!). By the
end, for whatever reason, it was apparent that he could not face having to deal
with me anymore. I suspect he is one of the Atlanteans who have incarnated
across Europe for several millennia.
This whole
process, the crisis that I have been through, like a sack of heavy karmic cargo
that was dropped on my head and crushed me where I stood, was designed to open
my eyes and my heart, to steer me away from fear and reactive behaviour into a
new attitude, a new mode of being, to accept more, to forgive more and to love
more. No, I did not attain a state of perfect self-mastery at the end of it.
Far from it. I did, however, make a start. I learned and absorbed enough of the
lesson to carry this wisdom with me into my future life and encounters with
people. And, so, even though it may appear that the bitter clash with my
neighbours lasted right up to the end, I had let go of much, released much of
the fear, anger and resentment that resulted from all these apparent attacks on
me in that box I lived in and that I always wished had been a Tardis that could
take me far away from Monstaville!
I took with
me something of permanent value which cannot be taken from me and that is
understanding. And that understanding is an intuitive part of each and every
human being. It simply needs to be unlocked and awakened. And my wish for each
reader of these books is that they awaken as much of this intuitive
understanding as possible whilst going through as little distress in their
lives as possible. And I have faith that those of us who took on this challenge
of working through roughly a twelve-year crisis have impacted the collective
consciousness of humanity sufficiently to make this inner knowing more
accessible to all. My experiences and decision to write these books have also
prompted me to examine the nature of suffering and attempt to get to the root
of it for the purpose of healing through furthering my own wisdom and that of
those who read what I have written and put together in these feral volumes. And
demonstrate compassion for myself and others too, naturally.
“It is
difficult, after so long apparently spent struggling and sometimes fighting for
your very survival in an environment that is often extremely inhospitable, to
open your hearts and lovingly trust one another. However, to do just that, by
letting go of personal agendas, practicing trusting others, and being utterly
and uncompromisingly trustworthy yourselves, is the way forward out of the
illusion and into Reality. The amount of assistance available to help you with
this task is vast and unprecedented. Many of you are availing of it and
changing your attitudes as you let down the defensive barriers that have
divided you and kept you separated for so long – so many of you in fact, that
you are approaching the tipping-point, the point at which, quite suddenly, vast
numbers of you realise that there is nothing to be gained by continuing to behave
in the old confrontational ways that have served you so inadequately.” – Saul
(channelled through John Smallman, ‘The old ways are finished!’ 28
December 2011, www.johnsmallman.wordpress.com/2011/12/28/the-old-ways-are-finished).
“You
have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You are
here to risk your heart.” -
Louise Erdrich.
“We know
it’s challenging. We know it’s not easy here. We know you’re being stretched to
your limit and even more than that. All of you, every moment. Yet, you are here
because you have the ability to be here. You are hearing these words because
you have the ability to close the gap of separation, the delusion that you are
separate from the person who’s serving you a coffee or dropping your food on
the table, or fixing your car. Begin to see it as a duty. It is your duty to
look for divine in everyone. It is your duty to look past people’s what you
call ‘shortcomings.’ That does not imply that you continue to allow to be
unkind if they’re being unkind. Common sense here…Walk in divinity. See
everyone as divine. Look past the appearance as best you can. And pray
moment-by-moment: ‘Beloved God, see through these eyes. Help me to see what you
see. Help me to see your children everywhere. Help me to see your Light in
everyone. Do you not realise when you do not see that way you are deluded? You
are a part of the delusion when you do not see that way. Time to wake up. And
only love wakes anything up. Only love…You are all family. And there will be a
point in this Earth’s evolution, you will see that. Even the ones who refuse
will have no choice but to see that. For Mother will make it so. And each one
will choose: ‘How do I choose to live from this point of view that actually
everyone is my family? When the Masters come into this world and they go and
they help everyone, why do they do that? They recognise, ‘This is my family.
These are my beloveds.” – St. Germain (channelled through Ashamarae McNamara, ’Healing
the Delusion of Separation,’ 13 December 2012, www.awakeningfromwithin.com).
As
a retrospective observation a few years after moving away from London, I have
this statement to add:
There are no solutions except for making sure that you expand your consciousness. Study so that you have more angles from which to perceive situations, more strings to your bow, more cards up your sleeve, places to hide, understanding friends to talk to and warrior comrades (including pets if suitable) to contribute their energy and presence to some degree. Surviving an attack of bad karma may include a breakdown. That might be part of the learning curve chosen for your growth as crisis, being a transformation, naturally signals the death of the ego, which is simply limited physical identity and resulting finite awareness.
There are no solutions except for making sure that you expand your consciousness. Study so that you have more angles from which to perceive situations, more strings to your bow, more cards up your sleeve, places to hide, understanding friends to talk to and warrior comrades (including pets if suitable) to contribute their energy and presence to some degree. Surviving an attack of bad karma may include a breakdown. That might be part of the learning curve chosen for your growth as crisis, being a transformation, naturally signals the death of the ego, which is simply limited physical identity and resulting finite awareness.
Maria ‘Cabiria’ Ceccarelli (Giulietta Masina): “Guess there’s
some justice in the world. You suffer, you go through hell. Then happiness
comes along for everyone.”
-
Nights of Cabiria (directed by
Frederico Fellini, 1957).
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