Email from a friend on 15 November 2009
I was annoyed last night. After I sent out that Mira post I couldn't open hotmail to reply to your message. WTF?
I shouldn't worry. Particularly if you left the job and aren't around there anymore.
Well, you and your big mouth eh? Haha.
Of course a confident and aware person is going to say or do 'something' and may have the experience to know exactly what to do whereas someone who looks shy, fearful, insecure, impressionable, vulnerable...that gives the predators confidence and replaces their fears and insecurities with a feeling of power which they will definitely get off on because it's probably the only time when they feel powerful...when there's two guys on one defenceless woman going to the shops! If you're fearless then you are an unknown force to them. That is, you might do anything. Anything could happen. You could be the devil in disguise or Mother fucking Mary! LOL.
I mean, potentially, the power of your will and spirit is far greater than theirs combined but it isn't as simple as that. Self-mastery requires that we love ourselves fully and unconditionally and believe in our power -
I guess you had two options, ask him to get out of the way or just move to the next cashier?
Oh yeah...the other thing, wisdom...well, I am always ready to ask for help from my guides, or you can ask the angels or whoever. Archangel Michael is always there for these kinds of scenarios. Everyone ought to be taught that I believe. It is essential information for living. If in any kind of danger call upon him for help. Years and years ago when I was in my early 20s I was in a spiritual bookshop in London and when I arrived at the queue this black guy was starting to go completely psycho, shouting violently without any provocation. No one had spoken to him. He was like some demon cursing the place and its divine energies etc. I asked my guides mentally to help and within literally four seconds he was out of the shop, just suddenly shut up and waked out. LOL.
- Are u implying something? I assure you I am not possessed. If we ever talk, you will know this, lol...
Nowadays, he's an alcoholic as well and in a complete state. I rarely see him but he trusts and respects me because we used to work near each other and talk about life. He had some degree of dignity and self-worth back then. It all started to crumble when his girlfriend left and his business was targeted by people she know, or so he said. Anyway, I have noticed that he suddenly snaps out of it if he's in that state and I arrive. It's like part of him couldn't bear to inflict that on me, like he's protecting me, and perhaps I remind him of the self-love he once had, or is buried deep inside himself, or the self-love he was seeking out in the world through women and through friendship in order to compensate for the loss of his long-term relationship. It's sad. - Yep...
I'm growing a pony tail on the back of my head at the moment. - Bet it looks sexeh!
So did the cashier call the cop? - No no, I did.
And I thought Canada was a sweet, civilised place!
Anyway, better have my bath and get on.
Breathe deeply and relax. Breathing deeply all the time is a must, as is drinking water a lot. Because these things help release any negative emotions or tension that may surface any time. Thus, we can move through them and release them. Otherwise, we avoid, deny and repress them like we've done for so many lifetimes, and they all fester in our subconscious and breed!
Excerpt from my reply (24 November 2009):
Well, it is important to ask for help because you’re not alone. Just because we’re living in this hologram where we appear to be separate, we have friends and guides on the astral planes and a host of angelic and galactic beings in the ascended dimensions of Light and Reality beyond that...and, ultimately, the Creator, which is our essential Being anyway! These are quite chaotic times Rosa. I have made a mental note to ask Archangel Michael for protection if I feel it’s really needed but I was talking to someone recently who does this each day and I’ve pretty much decided to do this as well. Better to be on the safe side! It’s the most powerful protection one can have. ‘What do u want me to pray to? I believe in being pro active and making things happen. Not that into praying. If that's what u mean. I also believe in destiny. No matter what we want or strive for, if it's not meant to happen, it NEVER will.’ - if you don’t mind me saying so, this is a bit old-fashioned! It worked during the linear age but we’re entering the quantum age now and it’s not enough. Get with it girl!
Indigo, yeah, but with adults it is not necessarily all-Indigo. Most adult Indigos are semi-Indigo. LOL...no I wasn’t implying that you are possessed! Haha. Just relating a story. Women take things so personally! I was just adding another story on the subject...Dracula’s daughter (hehe).
I didn’t realise the place was not far from where you live. It sounded like it was some distance away. You can’t live in fear though. I think you just need to ask Archangel Michael for protection each day and you’ll be fine. Plus, you have the Light I’m sending. Well, people like those gang members probably stay in their own ‘hood’ and are too scared to go anywhere else. Where you live is probably the territory of another gang so they can’t go there.