I'm going to be completely honest here: I do not want anyone to learn from my example in terms of putting up with so much shit in my life and coming through it. No. I'd rather show what is possible in a positive way (I love my dead dreams). I don't want anyone to suffer. I want the nightmare to simply end. And I will not be offering my condolences! Furthermore, I'm really just at that point where I am totally against this whole experimental paradigm of karmic learning which constitutes human life and which I loathe. Soul contracts and pre-birth agreements be damned, I say. I've had enough. I will not condone anymore challenges or adversities. They can all just fuck off as far as I'm concerned! You know, like, I'm happy to share the experiences and wisdom I gleaned from my sentence in 'Monstaville' and surely do hope that people who are going through hard times are able to draw inspiration from them and can benefit from this journal (although finding it, in the first place, is like looking for a needle in a haystack!). Like, you know, we're here now, stuck here in this mess and have to deal with it the best we can. Again, however, it really can just fuck off. I don't care what the soul wants for its growth, or the law of attraction or the pitfalls of reaction. It can all just fuck off!! You know, like, bless you Matthew for sharing this truth with us, but it's shit!
~ Antraeus [Angel card: Grace. Haha]
Now then, you may be following your soul-level guidance to a “T,” yet are contending with heartache, opposition, illness, financial hardships or other obstacles. Dear ones, soul contract choices specifically include those kinds of challenges. Without them there could be no learning, no soul growth, and the control you have over whatever you encounter is your reaction to it. Along with soul-level guidance, you have more inner strength than you can imagine and an unlimited capacity to love and forgive; to feel grateful, compassionate and patient; to share generously, act honorably and stride forward from momentary setbacks.