Arrr! See CONTENTS for links to the 125 chapters of The Monstaville Memoirs plus introductions, conclusions, postscripts and appendices. This treasure trove also includes a collection of articles offering further insights into the themes explored in the trilogy. Namely, managing suffering and conflict (dealing with hostile people if you are nervous, sensitive or shy) and learning not to react
When fear grips you, dear ones,
you can choose to turn your attention to the truth of God's love. Fear
was designed to be a biological reaction to a threatening situation -
one that would create fight or flight, and then be done. Fear was
designed to be a fleeting, momentary state of being, triggered only in
dire situations. However, fear has become instead, a force in the human
race that possesses you, pretends to protect you, and in reality keeps
you locked in the chains of so-called safety when in reality your spirit
longs to be free from this bondage! Fear makes you believe you must
not take risks, when your heart gives you clear guidance to do so. Fear
has you protect yourselves beyond reason, when in reality your heart
knows when enough is enough. Fear has you silence your truth when in
reality your heart longs to speak. Fear serves no good in this capacity
dear friends for it blocks the movement and the flow of God to you, in
you, and through you. Fear, in this capacity is a false idol. God's love
is the only truth? Which one will you worship? When fear grips you,
be it large or small, ask yourself, "What are the real circumstances
right now? Right now am I under attack? Right now is my life in danger?
Right now is my life falling to ruin?" Chances are, that is not the
case. Fear in the human race, has grown into a disease that projects
into possible futures, and changes the way you act now. You fear that
someone will be upset, so you silence yourself. But right now your heart
says, "Speak up! Speak with love. Don't hold your truth inside of you."
"But what if people don't like what I have to say," you ask? We would
respond that love will guide you all into your right places. If everyone
were honest, everyone would end up in their perfect circles.
Fear
tells you that your finances will run out way before you retire. And yet
what is the truth now, in this moment dear ones? You have enough now.
And if you exist in a space of love, gratitude, and trust, then you will
always be guided to have enough in the future. If you exist in fear,
you make decisions that do not come from God's love and then you create
your proverbial messes. In reality, existing in love allows you the
greatest guidance in each moment of your lives. And so when fear
strikes you and you cannot rid yourself of this energy, sit, breathe,
pray, and receive. Ask God to remove the fear from you. Breathe slowly
and deeply. Look at the facts. Pray for guidance in the moment -
guidance that comes only and always from love."
"We waste our
lives in worry. We all do it. It erupts from our unconscious from the
past, other lives, etc. Our brain tries to make itself feel in control
by coming up with solutions for every possible scenario. But in reality,
the monkey mind gets in the way of hearing our real guidance. Existing
in a space of truth, faith, and belief in God's love is really the only
way to live. It is the greatest protection on earth, the easiest way to
hear your real loving guidance, and best of all... it feels good!"
In this new cycle, step up and acknowledge that you are a co-creator of
the reality that you are experiencing. We remind you once again to let go of
all your emotional issues that are not supporting you or your desires. Let go
of your fears, your resentments, your guilt, let go of all the sorrow and grief
that you carry in your body. Stop telling your story that reinforces those
disempowering feelings. There are no victims but there are powerful beings
experiencing an illusion of powerlessness.
Realize that when your multidimensional awareness is welcomed, invited and
fully present in your physical body, your birthright and cosmic responsibility
is to transform any dysfunctional patterns, any abuse experienced or witnessed,
any vibrations of conflict in your energy field as well as the energy field of
humanity's conscious experience…
Remember you are empathic, you are clairsentient, you are feeling the
anguish of the collective. Each time you vibrate a frequency of fear you
entrain or begin to resonate with the fear that is within and also felt by
others. Learn not to deny what you are feeling or picking up from others.
Realize that when you vibrate a frequency of stress or fear, it connects to
similar vibrations of stress or fear in the collective. This is truly the law
of attraction everyone is talking about. This ability to feel the collective is
becoming a realization for everyone. Emotional vibrations are shared.
This is one field of energy that everyone is tapped into. You might feel like
an individual with your individual life, and activities however, as an
individual you are always picking up the energy signatures of others,
especially within families. This might offer you one of your greatest
challenges as you transform any dense dysfunctional memory or emotion generated
with your core family. We invite you to consider this as an awesome opportunity
rather than something you cannot deal with or change.
The gifts and abilities of feeling others' emotions are to be honored not shut
down with all the many ways humans have learned to shut off paranormal ability.
You as a celestial divine being are here to truly and actually transform and
transmute these dense, heavy frequencies. As a cosmic alchemist, you are here
to transmute these dense dysfunctional patterns that have been in the 3rd
dimension of reality on this planet for eons of time.
Remember you are empathic, you are clairsentient, you are feeling the
anguish of the collective. Each time you vibrate a frequency of fear you
entrain or begin to resonate with the fear that is within and also felt by
others. Learn not to deny what you are feeling or picking up from others.
Realize that when you vibrate a frequency of stress or fear, it connects to
similar vibrations of stress or fear in the collective. This is truly the law
of attraction everyone is talking about. This ability to feel the collective is
becoming a realization for everyone. Emotional vibrations are shared.
This is one field of energy that everyone is tapped into. You might feel like
an individual with your individual life, and activities however, as an
individual you are always picking up the energy signatures of others,
especially within families. This might offer you one of your greatest
challenges as you transform any dense dysfunctional memory or emotion generated
with your core family. We invite you to consider this as an awesome opportunity
rather than something you cannot deal with or change.
The gifts and abilities of feeling others' emotions are to be honored not shut
down with all the many ways humans have learned to shut off paranormal ability.
You as a celestial divine being are here to truly and actually transform and
transmute these dense, heavy frequencies. As a cosmic alchemist, you are here
to transmute these dense dysfunctional patterns that have been in the 3rd
dimension of reality on this planet for eons of time.
The True Nature of Light Work (Inner Work) which is inner transformation:
let the light of your soul shine on the darkest emotions that are part of you
“Christ-consciousness reaches out to both light and dark. It
understands darkness from within. There is no judgement, no struggle between
light and dark, from the perspective of Christ-awareness. There is deep
acceptance of life as it is.”
“The way of the lightworker is not to preach about a better
world; it is not so much about doing anything
anyway. It is about turning inward, on all levels, and truly loving and
understanding yourself. When you receive the gift of love, you will
automatically give it to others. You have become a light worker even if you
don’t do anything specifically with it. You will bring change into the world,
simply by being yourself.”
A message from Jeshua
Channeled through Pamela Kribbe, 21 March 2012
Dear friends,
I am here, I am among you, I am Jeshua. You know me, I am your friend and your brother.
I know what it is like to be human, I am very close to you at heart. And you all are close to each other, for all of you present here or reading this are souls who have come to earth time and again, inspired by the Light, by the desire to change consciousness on earth.
Deep in your heart, you love Earth so much. Of course a part of you has become very disappointed. You have experienced rejection in your lives on Earth. This has caused pain in your heart, but you have returned, time and again, and at this time of history something is happening. You can feel it in yourself, in your own body. There is a movement in your soul; your soul feels drawn to really expressing all of its light.
Consciousness on Earth is now ready for a change, and I know that all of you want to express your soul, this lifetime on earth. I praise your courage. There’s both a dark and a light part to you. In the dark part you can feel very disempowered; you can feel discouraged, and you want to return home. But I tell you: now is the time to truly show the world who you are. Don’t be too much impressed by the fear and aggression in this world. You are needed, right now!
How do you connect with your soul and express your soul’s light? You all have feelings, inspirations, desires: they are the language of your soul. As a child, many of you had dreams and visions of another kind of reality. During your upbringing, you may have been told that you shouldn’t be naïve, that you should be realistic; you were discouraged to be different, to follow an alternative way. That’s why it’s difficult now to trust the dreams and visions you have in your heart. Yet it is time to connect again to the calling of your heart. Your soul gives you messages all the time. These messages come to you through your emotions and through your body.
For instance, in the area of work, or in the area of relationships, you often sense that you cannot truly express yourself or that your energy is not truly appreciated. You are very able to sense, to feel, if your energy is received well or not. Be honest about it to yourself. The emotions you feel, which may have turned into physical complaints, are messages from your soul that you are not truly honoring yourself. You have fear of letting go of the old, the familiar. However, your soul often wants to guide you beyond the familiar, into the new.
I now ask you to imagine with me that there is an open space in your heart. You can visualise it as a bowl or a vase, and in it there is still water. Imagine this place in your heart, and see how flowers are falling into this vase or bowl, and look at the flowers, feel their energy….. this is your soul’s energy. Remember what it was like to be a child and feel completely free, free to dream and envisage any future you wanted. Now marvel at the beauty of this flower…..and perhaps you receive a message from it, telling you about where life wants to guide you to. Let this flower speak to you, and it doesn’t need to be in words; you can simply sense its energy.
Now it is one thing to feel the energy of your soul, like you just did, and another thing to put it out into the world. To do so, you have to receive the energy of your soul not just in your heart and in your mind, but also deeper within, in your belly. What often happens to you is that you feel inspiration in your heart, and you start thinking and worrying about it: “How am I going to put this out into the world?”, or “How can I make a living out of it?” Your mind starts racing, but the art of receiving your soul’s messages is to receive them fully, which means way down into your belly. Why is this important? The belly holds your deepest emotions. To ground your soul’s inspiration, you have to let the light of your soul shine on the darkest emotions that are part of you. The area of your belly holds old fears, the remnants of deep emotional pain and sadness, and you have to address these in order to be able to express your light. It is only when your soul’s light is allowed to shine on the darkest corner of yourself, that inner transformation and liberation takes place.
This kind of inner transformation is the key to attracting – on the outer level - the work and the relationships that resonate with you. So to express your soul’s light in this world, you need to merge fully with your soul, which means you allow your soul’s energy to go all the way down into your belly. This is really the hard work. It is one thing to feel the inspiration in your heart, a clear memory of oneness and light, but it is another step to reach out from that place of oneness to the parts of you who feel very alone and discouraged. When that happens, you arrive at Christ-consciousness, and you feel deep peace within. Christ-consciousness reaches out to both light and dark. It understands darkness from within. There is no judgement, no struggle between light and dark, from the perspective of Christ-awareness. There is deep acceptance of life as it is.
To connect with the darkest parts of yourself, see them as children who need help. From the soul level, you are their guide and their parent, and it is by embracing your lost inner children that you become whole. That is how your soul becomes fully grounded and present on earth. The way of the lightworker is not to preach about a better world; it is not so much about doing anything anyway. It is about turning inward, on all levels, and truly loving and understanding yourself. When you receive the gift of love, you will automatically give it to others. You have become a light worker even if you don’t do anything specifically with it. You will bring change into the world, simply by being yourself.
I invite you to make a connection between the lightest part and the darkest, most traumatized part of you. Don’t think about it, just feel it. See yourself as an angel, radiant with light and unconditional love. That is who you truly are! Now see a small child approaching this angel. This child feels desolate and alone. Can you receive her or him in your arms? The child is a part of you and wants to come home to you. This is what light work is truly about. Once you make peace with that child, and embrace it, you can feel it in your belly: the child will give you passion and life energy, and you will become a human angel. Your soul’s light will be expressed easily in the outside world and without thinking too much, you will attract what resonates with you in the area of work and relationships. All things on the outer level will fall into place. Expressing your soul’s light begins within, and from this inner work all else will follow effortlessly.
This channeling is also available as audio file. The transcript has been slightly edited for purposes of readability.
Channeled through Henry David Stites, 28 January 2012
Greetings to you all, "Children of The Light"!
I AM the Ascended Master Saint Germain, at your service!
I
have been asked by the Brotherhood of Light to transmit to you certain
teachings which are relevant to your situation at this time in your
unfoldment. Know that when I speak, I AM transmitting to you and ALL who
shall hear this message an electronic current of "Psychic Light/Love
Energy" from the entire collective of the Great White Brotherhood of
Light - and that this Light Ray is meant to empower the Lightworkers to
fulfill their Divine Life Missions at this time, with the FULL and TOTAL
support and blessings of the Great White Brotherhood. I
implore you to comprehend the weight and power of this fact! Embrace
the full extent of the Love/Light being extended to ALL of you sincere
seekers of Truth NOW!
In the course of your
Life Mission, and indeed during the lead-up to realizing such, certain
aspects of your "shadow self" will appear as tangible energies you will
have to experience and then transmute in order to progress further in
your personal Great Work.
Remember this and be
not disturbed by these seemingly-intrusive obstacles, for they are a
part and sign of your moving forward through the half-truths of the
lower Astral Light towards the Great Central Sun of Self, your True
Self, sourced in your Eternal and Mighty I AM Presence. Even if these
forms of your own shadow present themselves to you as others, or even
the most foreign of circumstances, you must pass through the ego-mind's
assessment of these energies as "separate" from "you" -
for indeed they are attracted to you because they ARE you.
If
they are out of alignment with Truth, with the Love and Light which is
the Supreme Source, *and* you continue to be disturbed by their
energetic vibration, then my dear disciples and friends, you must (no
matter how painful to your ego-mind's sense of "pride" or "justice")
continue to seek for the source of your troubles WITHIN YOURSELF.
Attempt
to balance the distortions experienced seemingly outside "yourself"
with the Truth of your own feelings - what about the distortion
"triggers" your ego-mind? This is the way a Master approaches
circumstances, both positive and negative, until finally no
balancing-act is needed, for the disciple has BECOME the Great Balance
of his or her Higher Self, which is completely free from lower energies
and their effects.
Once you fully step-out on
the Path of your Divine Life Mission
(which runs in perfect tandem with your needed spiritual progress for
this life as well), such trials and tribulations are inevitable. Again,
we Ascended Masters of the Great White Brotherhood of Earth (who have
been entirely human just as you yourselves are now, ego-mind and all)
implore you to avoid the pitfalls of lower-self-based dramas, which come
when you forget to realize that the drama requires two "actors" playing
their parts. You Spiritual Students and Disciples of the Masters should
seek always to remember that your TrueSelf is the only Real "actor" on
the stage of life, not the ego-mind whose illusions by nature fool the
consciousness of the average mortals on Earth today.
Though
it goes against the conventional wisdom, we Ascended Masters advise
NEVER to allow feelings or thoughts of anger towards others or self to
remain unchallenged by the question: "Am I FULLY accepting myself, my
True Self, or not?" You will
find, that if you are disturbed by outer conditions or energies, the
answer to this most important question underlying all Real and Permanent
Happiness would be a sad "no". Change this NOW, Beloved Students!
Become the Masters you are in Truth, and put aside your inner and outer
phantasms that bring your energy vibration down from the level of the
True Self. Accept yourself at this level, FULLY, and outer conditions
will either change or cease to have any power over your Joyous and
Bright Soul-Light.
We of the Great White
Brotherhood of Light, again, FULLY and COMPLETELY support ALL of you
individual Lightworkers along this Path of Freedom! Forgive and accept
yourself, forgive and accept the "world", and watch the Magic happen!
This is not foolish wish-fulfillment or distorted melodrama - THIS IS
TRUTH.
From the Fiery Heart of the Spiritual Sun/Son Itself We Declare
This!
Let those who will hear, Hear!!
I AM Saint Germain, in service to the Brotherhood of Light. I leave you now, but am with you always. Peace Be Upon You ALL!
There Are No Separate Hearts: A Different View of Challenges
The Messages from God through Yael and Doug Powell at Circle of Light
12 April 2012
Beloved ones, your hearts are being used. Your hearts are being used
continually, for you are the presence of Real Love and you are bringing in the
vibration of the truth that only Love is Real…simply by your presence here, oh,
yes, but also by your consciousness and your choice to meet the illusion of the
world, feeling the Reality of God.
Everything you experience then becomes the awakening of the consciousness of
unity, that all hearts and all experiences are one. Whatever you face, you face
for all and the choice for your heart, beloved ones, makes all the difference,
and makes it immediately.
If you find yourself faced with something difficult, you know instantly that
you are present in order to transform that perception of being part of duality
into the Real experience of being God, joyously living in the Now and loving
everything.
The moment that you make this shift, the energy changes everything. The
vibration of Love is like a silent river that penetrates beneath the surface of
the little minds that are perceiving a world in which things are challenging,
are difficult. This River of Love begins to feed each precious soul, seeps into
the being of everyone who touches your heart and brings to you not only the
awareness of God meeting God, but the result of experiences that are reflecting
the world of Love, and not the world of the ego mind.
There can be no separation now between anyone. It is not your problem or the
problems of someone else. It is complete connection and service, heart to
heart, spirit to spirit and consciousness to consciousness. Thus, you come to
every day with a question: What is it that I experience now as an ego? What is
it that isn’t flowing, isn’t joyous? Whatever it is, this is where you stand
and make the shift to feeling Love in and as whatever it is, until you can walk
through the world in ecstasy meeting everything as part of this dance of
transformation.
So you are on the line right now, beloved ones, serving the world by dropping
your own perceptions as an ego, by releasing your own story line and meeting
everything that comes to your world as the presence of Love and nothing else.
In doing this, you will discover a whole new experience of meeting “problems,”
of “solving issues.” As you walk as Love, your vibration changes everything,
and what might have been the results on the level of ego are lifted up, made
smooth and brought into the Reality that Love blossoms continually, no matter
what the story is before you…no matter what the little mind creates and no
matter whether it’s yours or it is someone else’s. It is before you because you
have the strength to stand as Love, heart open, immersed in joy and to meet it
head on, until you feel the truth alive in you, beloved ones, that it is only
God meeting God.
I have said to you before that when you are in communion with Me, when your
heart is that through which you live in the world, then you can walk literally
through a mine field. You can stand in the middle of an experience of war. You
can move into and out of blazing buildings because the Reality of Love is a
different vibration from the reality of the world of duality, and thus,
resonates in a different way and cannot be touched by the heart’s belief in
other than Love.
It takes practice to be able to hold the resonance of this Love, to keep your
heart open and to maintain this communion no matter what is placed before you,
no matter what unfolds in your “movie,” no matter what old heart’s beliefs are
up for transformation. Beloved ones, you absolutely can do this or you would
not be reading these words. You would not feel this call with your heart. You
would not recognize yourself when I speak of the heart of God, open, alive and
in service.
Therefore, come into your heart and listen. Listen for Me and listen for the
vibration of Love. Not only is it uplifting. It is recognized as the Source of
your life, as the truth of your being and as the choice that you are here to
make, until all that is perceived is God dancing… And dancing, beloved ones, in
joy…
Does this seem a far cry from what your eyes now see? I tell you, beloved ones,
it is not. It is so close. It is closer than your breathing. The world of Love
already exists and the world of Love doesn’t need to change things. It simply
is. By the experience, it is brought forth to be recognized as the only truth.
Only Love is Real and every aspect is already expressed on Earth.
You have already heard all of these examples that shifting your vibration is
like changing the channel on a television, that one moment you can be watching
scenes of war. Turn the dial and you are watching a Love story. It is exactly
this way when you make the shift to the heart from the ego mind. This is what I
call you to this day, this moment, this hour, this Now, continually.
As you practice making this choice, you will be astounded. Things that once
seemed so difficult and so intense, you move through now effortlessly with
positive results and also with blessings that come through you, stand forth as
the Love I Am, to radiate to every life that connects with yours. You will find
yourself far beyond synchronicity. You will find yourself guided by this
communion we share, moment to moment, absolutely impeccably.
Will you recognize that every moment is this choice, to be the heart of God
alive in service? To be nothing else but this sparkling joy, this presence of
Love, and the conscious acknowledgement that only Love is Real? That
perception, right there, is everything. Often it is made on the feeling level,
for the mind can’t truly know what Love is. No matter how it wants to believe,
it really can’t touch it.
Yet, the reality of the heart is undeniable. It lifts you up and makes you feel
free, even though your “problems” haven’t changed, even though the ego is still
resisting things, even though the little mind keeps pushing you to get what it
wants. When the heart is Real, the desires of the ego become encompassed by
your true presence as the heart of Love. When you are here in this vibration,
in this “space,” not only are your challenges transformed. The transformation
is for the consciousness of humanity that still believes that life is
difficult, that these challenges are real and somehow necessary.
Your hearts, beloved ones, know differently, and yet…please listen…your heart
doesn’t care if this or that turns out a certain way. Your heart brings to
everything the Reality of Love, and thus, embraces all that it finds, lifting
up the resonance to what is Real and then moving on. The little mind keeps you
constantly working to attempt to control this world of illusion but the truth
of the heart simply unfolds by resonance, and it will affect your experiences
in the world, most definitely.
But you won’t be attached, because you know that as you stand forth as pure
Love, what Love will do as you is paramount. If that means, walking through
that mine field, then, so be it. Love will do it perfectly, beyond the story of
the wants and needs of the personality.
There is no time for separating out the issues. Everyone now transforms for
everyone. Every choice for Love is now so powerful that with every day that
goes by, it is amplified thousands of times. Every moment when your heart is in
communion with Me and we celebrate the miracle of this relationship, every
heart in the world is opened to receive this communion of Love with its Source,
and to experience this vibration of glorious unity and the great gift of the
facets of God loving each other.
So, is there something before you now that you find difficult? How wonderful!
This is the place you serve. This is where you stand on the line and become the
heart of Love, become the out-picturing of God, become that which forever
exists in timeless joy and can easily encompass the world of duality. Nothing
is too difficult for the heart of God, and nothing is beyond being loved.
Walking into whatever it is with your heart attuned to Me, with your energy
field vibrating at the highest resonance will part the waters, literally, of
the egoic dream; draw to you good just like a magnet; and lift up the whole
hologram of humanity to the truth of Love. In that instant, your choice is that
powerful.
You can trust that you have agreed to what you are experiencing. You have said,
on the level of spirit, that you are “up to this,” that you are willing to
stand firm and make the choice for Love, again and again, until it sticks…until
you remember not to fall into the ego with its defensiveness, its resistance,
its limited beliefs. Rather, to choose the heart until you feel this Love,
until you are joy vibrating, until you feel yourself fully alive and supported
in the Now Moment as you move forth to love whatever it is…
Do not judge your current circumstances by past results. To do so is to
re-instate the old world, to bring back into being your old heart’s beliefs,
your limited perception of how things go and of who you are as a personality –
rather than moving as the heart of Love from which the ego’s perspective has
fallen, washed away in this upliftment. Every step is taken as Love and every
moment is Love’s experience being present in the world.
It is no longer time for individuals. It is time for the heart of humanity. It
is time to practice holding the resonance of Love. Practice it when there is
nothing challenging before you, and when there is, know that Love is up for it,
and that Love has no judgment of bad and good… Love simply moves to greet what has
been drawn and the greetings change the resonance, for Love is always stronger
than duality. The truth is chosen, then delivered…ever new experiences of life,
until Heaven on Earth is a Reality – not because it is ego-driven and you’ve
chosen it from that level, but because, beloved ones, of the Law of Resonance.
As you live this Love, as you feel it moment to moment, then by that Law of
Resonance everything shifts to sing forth the truth that only Love is Real, and
that such Love makes manifest such good, such beauty, such an experience of
life that it must be reflected as the world around you, even though the heart
has no attachment. The heart still loves to celebrate and celebrate, beloved
ones, we will and we do.
It is time to let your ego fall away, to shift into this wholeness, to feel
this Love, to be aware that growth is Love multiplied, multiplying itself,
because you are standing as Love in the world. It is easy to fall back on ego
consciousness, to see this life as “your” challenges, to experience the
continual judgment of the little mind. But with the shift to the heart, it is
instantly different. That which, perhaps, you have been dreading, that which
seems perhaps insurmountable, is suddenly a gift, an opportunity for serving as
the heart of God, touching, merging and lifting everything that you encounter
into the truth of Love.
With so many of you making this choice for the shift to the heart, stepping
into your lives consciously, releasing the story line, the ego dream and being
present as the Love I Am…that which has been reflected as the world of duality,
as the crazy perception that something other than Love could be real…that world
is easily uplifted as you walk through any challenges feeling the vibrational
truth that Love is your every step, your every encounter, your every breath,
your constant prayer of gratitude, that Love looks for nothing special but
blesses all it touches easily.
Paddy and Murphy are working on a building site. Paddy says to Murphy "I'm gonna have the day off. I'm gonna pretend I'm mad!" He climbs up the rafters, hangs upside down and shouts "I'M A LIGHT BULB! I'M A LIGHT BULB!" Murphy watches in amazement! The Foreman shouts "Paddy you're mad, go home", so he leaves the site. Murphy starts packing his kit up to leave as well. "Where the hell are you going?" asks the Foreman. "I can't work in the dark!" says Murphy.
‘The function of dysfunction’
By Bashar
Channelled through Darryl Anka
(Excerpt)
“The function of dysfunction is to allow yourself, simply put, to learn that you can always find the Light no matter how dark it gets. So the idea that, in physical reality, you’re capable of experiencing great limitations and often a soul will choose to put itself in circumstances that create imposed limitations, great dysfunctionality, so that it can discover the experience of finding functionality, finding the Light, even coming from such darkness, is a variation of what we have referred to in the past as the ‘Rubber Band Theory,’ the idea that the further back you pull the rubber band, when you finally let it go, it will fly that much further, that much faster, in the other direction. So, the further back into darkness you pull it, when you finally let go, when you finally let go, it will snap that much further, that much faster, into the Light. Imposing great limitation and the great dysfunctionality upon the consciousness is the way of showing that you are eternally, infinitely strong enough to find the Light, even in that darkness. And I remind you that it is even easier than you think because if nothing around you is but darkness, and only darkness, then even the smallest light will blaze like a sun and grab your attention towards it. You move towards it. It hits you. It’s easier to find that Light when you are surrounded by darkness.”
If you are depressed you are living in the past If you are anxious you are living in the future If you are at peace you are living in the present
~ Lao Tzu
‘Core Cause of Depression’
By Bashar Channelled through Darryl Anka
“First of all, you must understand that many of the kinds of emotional states that may then lead to mental states on your planet, in your society, in your species, stem first, first, first - first, first, first! - and foremost from devaluation of the self...Therefore, the primary ingredients in all such realignment is the valuation of the individual. They must be allowed to feel their value, their worth, their deservability. They must be allowed to know they are loved, supported and deserving of nurturing. This can be taught, reflected, shown, in any number of creative ways. Of course, it will depend upon the specific individual as to perhaps what way, what methodology, what reflection, what example might be best for them. But it must all hinge, as you say, on deservability, valuation, worth, basic, fundamental worth and value. That’s when it must start and from there it will grow. Because, once an individual knows that they have value - and they do just because they exist because Creation does not do anything valueless - so if they know that just because they exist they have value, the can begin to add the building blocks of any other specific way in which they may wish to express the idea of their value. Is this making some sense so far?”
‘The Easy Way to Master the Law of Attraction; Master the Law of Allowing’
By Abraham
Channelled through Esther Hicks
Jerry had a recent experience where he read in a book that was given to him the idea that when you see something that is offensive to you or something that is upsetting to you don’t just pull away from it. Instead, make peace with it in a sense. And, we said to him, ‘We’ve been talking about that for a while, haven’t we? Because, if you see something that is bothersome and you just look away from it, you leave the vibration right where it was. You don’t do anything about bridging it. And, while you could look at many other things and cause better-feeling things to be the dominant activation within your vibration, still, that’s active in your vibration. It’s right where you last left it and, when it comes up again, you’re going to recoil again and you’re going to recoil again and you’re going to recoil again.
Our encouragement is to get it out there and mix it up with others. Mix it up with ideas. Don’t be afraid or guarded to get out there where you might see something you might not like. Instead, let yourself see it, but when you see it, understand that everything has more sides to it than just the one that you’re seeing. And, as you look at it, whatever it is - it might be a crippled child; it might be someone that is misbehaving; it might even be someone who is lying to you or deceiving you or treating you wrong in some way. Look at it but don’t fight against the current. Instead, ask yourself, ‘How would my inner being approach this subject?’ ‘How is my inner being seeing this?’ ‘What aspect of you does my inner being see?’ And, as you start to look at it in that way, what happens is, you begin to let that broader part of you find the positive aspects in whatever you are looking at because everything has what is wanted and [?] within it. And, as you find what is wanted, you come back into alignment while you are still having this experience. And, now, you’ll have your broader experience of alignment rather than a narrow experience of alignment. Aligning with who you are and then co-creating with others is the very best. And, when you reach the place that you don’t need to demand of them that they be in alignment when you play with them because you are - now, you’ve got it.
That’s what the art of allowing is: allowing them whether they allow me or not. Because, then, the whole world is your oyster. Now, protection isn’t an issue for you. Now, you don’t have to run and hide from anything. Now, you are in alignment with you so your point of attraction is stable, so the universe cannot yield to you anything other than that which is the best for you. And, now you are free to go anywhere that you want to go without guardedness because law of attraction does not bring to you that which you are not, you see. And your world is expansive and broad. The best description of the law, of allowing, ever...
Sometimes people, once they begin getting the hang of alignment, they get tuned in, tapped in, turned on. They’re feeling pretty good. Then they say, ‘But, those people are so negative.’ And, we say, ‘And, in your awareness of that, you’re no longer tuned in. And that’s why you resent them. And, that’s why you don’t want to go there anymore because you think they make you do that. And we want to make you understand nobody makes you do anything. You have control of how you feel. Stop giving them the power.
“If you ever want to come home, you are going to have to become very, very divinely selfish. You are going to have to become so selfish that you will not tolerate judgement in yourself – of anyone or anything. Because you will begin to recognise that every such act catapults you to the other side of the universe from where you want to be.” – Jeshua (channelled through Jayem, The Way of Mastery, Lesson 3, Heartfelt Publishing, 1997, www.wayofmastery.com).
‘Effects of the Incoming Energies of 2012 on the Manifestations of Denial’
By Vywamus
An article channelled for the Sedona Journal of Emergence through Patricia Marston-Snow and Halsey Snow
Welcome, my friends, this is Vywamus and I would like to share with you some interesting information regarding denial and the effects which the current influx of energy is having upon the manifestations of denial. This information will help you to understand much of the underlying reactions that you are all experiencing within and seeing in your world. In order to reference what I am going to say you need to remember what I have been teaching you about denial. A couple of points to refresh your memory in regards to denial, and the manner in which you have become accustomed to playing with it in your creations.
Denial is a choice
Remember that the experience of denial is - as all experiences - a manifestation of a choice.** Yes, denial is a choice and it has always been a choice, regardless of the different types of manifested states that it appears in. Choice always manifests regardless of the choice. ‘Positive’ choices manifest as easily as ‘negative’ choices. Choices do not compete for the right to manifest. They simply do manifest, regardless of your conscious desire for or not for the choice. With the choice of denial, the only aspect of Self which is ‘affected’ so to speak, is the conscious self, for the effect of denial is to HIDE another manifestation (choice) from your conscious awareness, but the manifestation of denial does not STOP the manifestation of other choices from happening. (** I am referring to choice as a spark within the root consciousness of Self rather than as a decision within your mind.)
The purpose of denial is to hide something from the creator self - you. The purpose of denial is to hide something from the creator. It’s purpose is to support the creation of an illusion. So when one looks at something – some aspect of one’s creation - one does not see what is actually there. Now this seems quite reasonable if one were a magician playing to an audience of children...the ability to create an appearance that really isn’t. The audience is wowed and the magician is pleased, yet everyone remembers that the show is a show of ‘illusion.’ When a person engages the choice of denial, they tend to do so for the purpose of creating an illusion, a hiding of something that they do not want to feel, see, touch or experience. The main thing to remember with denial is that even though we choose it as a means of hiding something from our awareness, it never appears that way on the surface. When you see a manifestation of denial you do not automatically say to yourself ‘Oh I can see that I am hiding something from my awareness here.’
For example...let’s say you are judging something. (Remember judgement is a form of denial). The most common response to the experience of judgement is to focus on that which is being judged, and then follow the judgement with another reaction, successfully leading the mind away from that which is being hidden. Therefore the ‘decoy’ of judgement (denial) and that which you have linked (attached) the judgement to, is successfully working to ‘hide’ something from self.
The manifestation of denial appears in many forms. The form that denial takes is determined by the dimension in which the denial is being manifested in, and your desired effect of the denial. When you are playing in the dimension of the mind, denial appears as thought forms of judgement, confusion, fear, overwhelm, ‘no,’ past, future, comparison, linkage, polarity, ‘why’ and lack. When you are playing in the dimension of the emotional body, denial appears as the feelings of victimization, blame, guilt, fear, shame, non-reception, and contraction. When you are playing in the physical dimension, the manifestation of denial appears physically as ‘what is not,’ lack, disease, illness and delay.
The appropriate illusion is determined by the your desired need not to see, feel or know about what is being hidden from Self. This sounds a bit extreme because you would hope that you would want to remember when you are ‘making believe’ about something, but this awareness is competing against your desire to forget, to add a veil in regards to your awareness of Self and your experiences that you are creating now. In general the choice to forget, the choice to make believe that something is not happening, and the choice to hide something from yourself, is currently given greater precedent in yourself and most of humanity than the desire to remember who and what you are.
When your need for the experience of denial is slight or surface, then the manifestation of the denial is quite simple and easy to see if you want to see it. When the desire for the experience of denial is to heavily shield that which it is tended to hide, then the use of denial and it’s manifestations become very contorted and the forms tend to twist within each other, making the denial appear to occur in layer upon layer of forms of denial (yes, there is denial of denial, and so on.) When denial is layered into your experiences in such extremes, other choices that you are seeking to manifest appear to completely ‘disappear.’ Such is the perfected state of the choice of denial.
Denial is considered a ‘normal’ state of mind. Spirit, yes spirit and humanity - have engaged the choice of denial so often that denial is now the norm for consciousness. For even the most advanced thinkers, philosophers and spiritual seekers many times have come to believe that the illusions of denial are actual ‘truths.’ They then work with these ‘truths’ hoping to apply them to the workings of the universe, only to be discouraged time and time again in regards to the effectiveness of their conclusions. Hence the belief (for example) that manifestation can only happen if certain ‘conditions’ are met and even then, one is not guaranteed that - even though the conditions are met - the manifestation will occur.
You can see this happening at times in your flow with your mind. How many times do you find yourself expressing a judgement and believing it, and then reacting to it and attempting to change it without even acknowledging that it (the judgement) is an illusion? How many times do you find yourself playing with your fears and then undertaking therapies to take the fear away or overpower the fear? How many times have you heard spirit speak about the veil between the dimensions as if it was created by something other than the choice of denial? How many times have you heard spirit speak about the separation between itself and humanity as if it was reality – a fact of life, ‘the way it is’ – as if it was created that way with intention and purpose rather than it being a result of Self’s/Creator’s use of denial? Who is creating the experience of the fear, judgement, veiling and separation in the first place? When does something that is an illusion warrant you behaving as if it is real? Only when you have decided that it needs to stay an ‘illusion that is believed to be real and forgotten that it is an illusion.’
When we from the ‘spiritual level’ speak to you about illusion, we are asking you to consider not only your mental need for illusion, but also your emotional and physical needs for the illusion . Yes, I realise that you think you know what an illusion is, but my question to you is this: have you ever considered how much illusion you are playing with in your everyday waking consciousness? Probably not, for you have come to believe that fear, judgement, delay, overwhelm, guilt, shame, past, future, linkage, non-reception and all other forms of denial are real within themselves, created by circumstances beyond your control, and certainly not creations in their own right, independent of what they have been connected to. You never consider that these experiences are all simply manifestations of denial, experiences that you have and are creating to successfully mask, hide, deceive, and deflect your attention from that which you as personality/ego and spirit are seeking to receive in your experience of Self.
For those of us on the spiritual plane who have come to recognise this extensive game of denial being played out in creation, we have asked ourselves why would we, as spirit, play with such a deceptive, illusionary game designed to help us forget who we are, what we are capable of, and the unlimited possibilities that we can play with? I, Vywamus, have asked myself this question many, many times and have yet to discover an answer that does not lead to another question. Perhaps we have become bored with our ‘un-limitedness.’ Perhaps we desire to create a Gordian knot, and then dismantle it. Whatever the reason has been, it is now time to stop and recognise what we are doing to ourselves and our creations.
I realise that many of you desire to believe that spirit would never do such a ‘stupid’ thing...create a game of make-believe and forgetting and then ‘work like hell’ to remember, constantly battling self and abusing self on all levels as we seek to extract ourselves form the separation of our own making. But consider this my friends, as much as you like to play the game that spirit is separate and immune to all the follies that you perceive sleeping humanity is and has created, I can tell you that spirit has been and is very much part of this flow. And that it is time that we (both spirit and humanity) all consider the consequences and recognise that we (both spirit and humanity) are in this together like it or not. No, we are not sitting here basking in a golden white light and patiently waiting for sleeping humanity to awaken. We are actively working and seeking, ourselves, to unlock the cage we have inflicted upon ourselves. I wish I could say that we always know what is going to happen and that we always know and can stop that which we know creates hurt and abuse, but we do not. What I can tell you, is that our experience here on the spiritual dimension is much like your experience on the physical, mental and emotional levels, and that we are communicating as much as we can through this fog of denial (the ‘veils’ between dimensions) what is happening and what we can see needs to happen.
Do we expect you to do the all the work here? No. But you have to do your part just as we have to engage with our part, so together we can spark and move all of creation into a new framework. And hence here is the topic that I wish to speak with you about at this time.
This new framework of energy that I am speaking of is a flow that many are referencing now as the experience of 2012. As these new energies are anchored within the earth’s experience, within humanity’s experiences, the effects are becoming more conscious to a wider range of humanity. These new energies are having a profound effect upon many aspects of your creations here on the planet. As 2012 approaches, the energetic framework that you are accustomed creating within to will be changing greatly.
One creation that is being deeply affected is the ‘effectiveness’ of the manifestations of denial. As the new framework slowly merges with the old framework, the manifestations of denial are losing their ‘potency of illusion.’ At first glance, you probably will receive this awareness with great glee - for who needs denial? Who wants denial? This is great!...for it will finally eliminate the veils that Self has placed over Self. ‘Oh yes!...this is exactly what I have been asking for.’ Now consider this...You are the ones choosing to play with denial and choosing the veils. It serves a purpose for you. And when the manifestations of denial are altered in such a manner that the ‘old’ way that denial manifested is no longer in alignment with the purpose of the denial, then SELF has – and is having – major reactions, inside and out.
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In the old framework of creation, the manifestation of denial literally ‘locked onto’ the energetic framework of the choices which the denial was being played on. Think of a framework in which the building blocks are cubes. Everything created within that framework is created by the arrangement of the cubes: small cubes, large cubes, whatever size cube is necessary is used to create the manifestation. The cubes are stacked on top of each other in various patterns to eventually manifest the shape of the creation. The creation is then infused with an energetic blueprint and ‘voila!’ we have manifestation. When the choice of denial moves in conjunction with another choice (which it always must), we have an identical manifestation set up, but with the intention of illusion. Because of the cube-like shape of the building blocks, this identical flow is not distinguishable from the original blocks, and since the only difference here is the actual vibration of the cube, depending upon the frequency used, one may or may not recognise the small, nearly invisible, difference in vibration. But the difference in vibration is enough to throw the manifestation into a realm of ‘invisibility’ to the eye of the beholder, especially when the eye of the beholder does not desire to see the original creation.
The influx of the new energies of 2012 have now reached a crucial level of concentration - meaning that most individuals, whether they consider themselves awake or not, are sensing that something very different is happening in their world. Some are speaking about it, some are attempting to qualify it and quantify it, but everyone from the aborigine in Australia to the CEO in New York is recognizing that something is happening. These new energies are replacing the old energies and will continue to do so, faster and faster, as we approach 2012. And how do these energies impact our game of denial? Quite simply. Remember that I just said that the old energies can be considered ‘cube like’ in nature. The ‘new’ energy that is being delivered is not in the shape of a cube, but is more egg-like in nature. When you stack egg shapes together there exists much more space between the structures, than there is when you stack cubes together. This space is allowing for a greater diversification of creation, and by it’s nature is allowing more and more influx of ‘raw’ energy, which is then sparked to support the creation. Unlike the old structure, when you seek to create with denial in this new framework, the framework has within itself space in which denial is not vibrating, hence it is more difficult to maintain the illusion which denial has delivered in the old framework.
You could say that denial is now more easily seen for what it is. Sounds great doesn’t it? Yet within humanity and in some parts of spirit as well, there exists a deep reaction to this. For the game of denial is no longer working as well as it did before. How is this seen within the human psyche? Well, many more people are reacting to the fact that they no longer can deny their expressions of how they really feel inside, or their game of fear, or their hidden judgements, or their disconnect from their responsibilities. And when we desire so much to continue in the old way, then we have a ‘temper tantrum’ when we cannot. Many people are choosing to energise more and more coping mechanisms, in a last-ditch effort to create the illusion of denial that they had before. This experience is very painful to see, because you can see the desperation and the excuses that are being delivered to the psyche in an attempt to avoid dealing with one’s creation – one’s experience which IS one’s creation. You could say that this beginning decline in the effectiveness of denial (as a means to forget, deceive, hide or make believe that something is not when it is) can be seen as a wonderful opportunity to create the transformation that is so needed. However for many this transformation will not come easily, but rather with great struggle as they create experience after experience where they are asked to face their creations and themselves, and they attempt to once again run away. Many people will come to recognise that the coping mechanisms of anger, co-dependency, fear, guilt, shame, lack, self abuse, and disease are no longer sufficient to deny the responsibility of the soul and personality/ego in relationship to one’s creatorship.
The next few years will be an interesting journey into what many have come to call the ‘shadow side’ of self. Please remember, my friends, that you are by no means alone in this journey, for we in spirit are also journeying there. May we all remember that, as we receive the spark of the next cosmic day with the depths of Spirit, no one is alone. Remember, you are not here on the planet at this time due to an accident. You are here - we are here - because we all agreed to do this together, AND THAT WE WILL. Blessings on you all. My love to you. Vywamus.
The Vywamus Foundation, Cumberland, Maine, USA, 10 July 2007
